Fame Or Love 🎙

Sacrifices

                                                    Fame Or Love

                                                   Chapter 57:

                                                   Sacrifices

"Sometimes when it comes to Fame Or Love sacrifices have to be made some for good others for bad and sometimes no matter what the sacrifices are, we all reap what we sew eventually especially when it comes to Fame and Love"

Gifted:

"Apart of me wanted to hate him."

"I wanted to hate him for rejecting me for hurting me."

"For making me feel like I would never be good enough, or could compare to another woman, and for that other woman being "Zahara Thomas."

"I wanted to hate him for every drop of blood that dripped from me from my body due to me having a "miscarriage."

"For causing me agony."

"I wanted to hate him so bad, but deep down inside I couldn't"

"I couldn't hate him because he wasn't just "any man."

"Sure there would always be another Devon Richardson, out there somewhere, in fact, there could have been millions but none of them were him."

"That's what made my situation with him so hard." "That's what made it so hard to let go, but I knew I had to because I was just someone from Philly who had ambitions."

"Someone who lucked up, and pursued my dreams despite the hardships, and misfortunes, I constantly faced."

"A random woman, who experienced hardship, and still chased her dreams while he was Devon Richardson."

"A millionaire, who already had everything he ever wanted."

"For me, love wasn't in the "equation."

"I came to Famous Records, to pursue my dreams and chase fame".........

Love was never an option!!!!!

"My second miscarriage was a reminder of why I came to Famous Records in the first place."

"I mean yeah, for some Fame And Love went hand in hand, but for me, it just wasn't going to happen."

"Look where it got me another miscarriage from a millionaire who openly admitted to being madly in love with a woman, and that woman would never be me."

"So I made another "oath" that I would get over him." "That I would redirect my focus on remaining committed to Famous Records."

"I made an oath, that I wouldn't let my fans down, and would prove to everyone why I deserved to be the artist who was recently signed to Famous Records."

"I made an oath, that I would sacrifice my own happiness, just to make my dreams come true even if that meant, lying on the hospital bed denying the fact, that I ever had feelings for the one and only "Devon Richardson."

"Even if it meant denying the fact, that the real reason I was here, was because I had lost his child." "That includes any agony I felt from liking him." "So yes, I was willing to make these "sacrifices."