Love? ; kth [book 2] |✔

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Dear diary,

Today was one of the bad days. I felt unusually sad all day even though nothing bad happened to me. I could barely bring myself to get out of bed in the morning and after that I didn't want to go to therapy. But, I realised that I had to go if I wanted to get better. So, I dragged myself out of bed and changed without putting in any effort in how I looked.

After the session which actually didn't change much, I decided to go onto the roof of the building where therapy is held, to clear my head. I reached the roof only to find that someone was already there. It was him. I wanted to turn back and go but he saw me and told me to sit with him and so, that's exactly what I did, even though my heart was running a marathon inside my rib cage and it seemed as if my brain had stopped functioning altogether.

We made some small talk. It wasn't particularly uncomfortable except for the fact that my heart refused to slow down and whenever he spoke, it just started beating even harder to the point that I thought I was going to faint. But, when our gazes locked and I looked in those warm brown eyes after such a long time, my heart just stopped. Even though they still took my breath away, his eyes seemed to have lost that little spark they used to have and it seemed as if he hadn't had that rectangular smile of his on his face for a long time. That completely broke my heart.

He broke me out of my thoughts when he spoke again, without removing his eyes from mine.

"Why are you here, in therapy, Yoo Ra? What happened to you?" he had asked with that soft, yet rough voice of his

"I'll tell you if you tell me why you are here too" I had replied, because I knew he wouldn't tell me if I just asked

"I'll tell you some day Yoo Ra. Some day" he had said, breaking his intense stare from mine, before looking out at the horizon, where the sun was setting.

And I swear he looked a million times more beautiful than the sunset.

Yoo Ra
31/3/17

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hello! I love this chapter a lot because it is so simple yet it's so heart wrenching, don't you think?

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