His Best Friends//S.M

12-"He's the one for me"

---Simon's POV---

I can see her, over there, but I can't hear what they're saying.

She's laughing, but I don't know what at.

I hate to admit it, but I'm jealous. I can see that he's really making her laugh and,

I've never seen her laugh that much.

Her smile, it's so beautiful, I could just look at her all day, but I want her in my arms.

This jealously is just pathetic,

They've only just met and they're talking,

There's nothing wrong with that and I don't know why I'm getting so worked up over it.

I can't get like this every time she talks to someone, it's not even like we're together.

There's not really anything between us, other than a few kisses, she's not mine.

I can't even be jealous, because you can only be jealous when someone has something you once had and--

I've never had her.

So it's more envy.

I wish I could make her laugh like that.

I wish I could make her as happy as he seems to--

What am I thinking, they've just met.

It's not like they're together.

I sigh to myself as the others talk.

I need her.

She's, the one.

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---Jade's POV---

I look over to Simon while Freezy is looking at me.

He's looking at me too, but he's so zoned out he doesn't notice me staring over at him.

He sighs, rubs his face and just stares up at the ceiling, I can tell something's bothering him.

"So what's the deal with you and Simon?" Freezy says, quietly so that no one else hears.

"Um....we're just.....friends" I say, stuttering to cover up the lie I just told.

Sure, in his eyes we might be just friends,

Simon might think that too,

But to me, we had so much more than that.

With Simon, I felt something different, something I'd never felt before.

I bet I'm not the only one,

I bet he has loads of other girls.

He doesn't need me,

He's too good for me.

Upset with my thoughts, tears begin to fill my eyes.

I look over to him, he's watching me.

I stand up, "back in a second" I say, running upstairs.

I throw myself onto my bed.

Why am I getting so emotional over this?

Tears begin to fall down my face, but I don't care enough to wipe them away.

I don't know why I'm crying, nothing bad has happened, I just realise now that maybe,

He's the one for me,

But I'm not the one for him.

My eyes closed, I pay no attention to any noises around me, missing the creaking sound of my bedroom door.

"Jade, what's up--" I hear,

My face drains,

I wipe the tears from my eyes

And I look up to see Simon, stood in my door way.

I sit up, looking at him.

He walks over and takes me in his arms.

"Jade--babygirl--what's happened?" He asks, pressing my head into his chest with his hand.

"Simon--" I say, "only call me that if you mean it"

"Maybe I do" he says,

My sadness quickly turns into another, mix of emotions when our lips are together again.

"Whatever I do, Simon Minter, I can't stay away from you" I whisper against his soft lips.

Somehow, he makes me feel better about everything, he makes me feel wanted.

Stroking the side of his face, I say:

"We should probably get back"

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A/N- don't think I'm going to do separate point of views again, I think they negatively impact on the story 🤔🤔 xx