His Best Friends//S.M

16-"I can't do this"

"I'm sure the boys will be back soon" he says from behind me, waiting for me to unlock the door.

"Yeah" I say, smiling to myself, maybe I don't want them to come back. I just want to stay with Simon, but I know that'll never happen.

I sigh at my thoughts, sitting down at the kitchen table, as he walks in behind me.

"What's wrong with you?" He says, laughing slightly, indicating that he is not being very serious.

"I just--" I sigh again, I don't know what to say to him.

Maybe I don't have to say anything to him.

I stand up, slowly, as to not increase my injury, and walk over to him.

Grabbing the bottom of his face with my right hand, I squeeze his cheeks together, causing us both to laugh slightly.

Silence falls upon us, but it's not awkward, we're both smiling at each other, staring into each other's eyes.

I go onto my toes, then bring his lips to mine.

Every time I kiss him, it gets deeper, more passionate. This time was no different, but I felt something else too. A strange feeling in my stomach that was strangely unfamiliar.

All of a sudden, all I'm thinking about is him.

Narrowing the gap between us, he pushes me against the table.

"We have until they get back" he says against my lips, lifting me onto the kitchen table.

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"Jade" he says, a worried look on his face, "you need to see this" he holds his phone out to me, a picture of us both on the screen.

My heart stops.

It's a picture of us, as we were earlier.

Kissing.

"A fan took it" he says, anger running through his eyes. "They were outside the house earlier, they saw us Jade, they told everyone and now I'm in deep. I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore"

I feel tears form in my eyes, "Do what?" I say.

"Us"

"We're not even properly together Simon, I don't know what you mean."

"Ethan's mad, the other boys are annoyed we didn't tell them anything, and my fans hate me for lying to them Jade. I need to sort this out."

"But..."

"I'm sorry Jade" a single tear falls down his face, and he lightly kisses me on the forehead.

My emotion spills out, as I realise he is actually leaving me.

"Goodbye Jade" he says.

"Simon! Please!" I cry even more.

"I'm sorry" he says again, walking away as I break down.

I just cry,

I don't care what I look like,

I don't care who hears me.

I can't be without hi--

"Jade" a familiar voice says,

Causing me to go into confusion,

"Jade" they say again.

"Jade wake up"

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I open my eyes to see Simon stood over me.

"Oh thank god! I thought you were dead!" He laughs, "you blanked out a couple of minutes ago, are you ok?"

The thought of my painful dream that I was just brought out of, brought a smile onto my face that it wasn't real.

I say nothing, just wrap my arms around his neck.

"Woah, woah" he says, laughing slightly, "the doctor said you need to rest, you should've as soon as you got back. I'm sorry"

"It's okay, I'm fine" I say, going to get up off the sofa. I wasn't here before, he must've, carried me here.

I stand up too quickly and feel a slight pain in my head and a dizziness in my eyes.

I indicate this to him, putting both hands to my head and rubbing my eyes.

"Lay down" he says, stroking my hair and smiling down at me. "I'll look after you Jade, don't worry about it"

I smile back at him, as he walks out of the room.

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A/N- xx