Nectar p2 (• m.yg | k.nj •)

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"I'm sorry for being a horn dog and going after sweet innocent men." Suga chuckled lightly, looking up at the man he adores so much. "But go on with that sappy stuff, it was cute," Suga said sweetly this time, having no intention to tease rapmon anymore. He remembered that Namjoon wanted to have a talk about them today so why not now? The younger wouldn't have to worry about Suga running away or anything because of two reasons, one, he'd never want to hurt him like that, and two, because he literally can't. "We can have that talk now if you'd like, it seems really important to you so I'm up for it." Suga smiled

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Namjoon let his shoulders slump as he let out a deep sigh, crossing his arms over his chest for the umpteenth time. He didn't want to seem like a party pooper, but if Yoongi was okay with having that conversation now then it meant they could be doors later on instead.
It wasn't anything incredibly lengthy or too serious, but he wanted to inform Suga as to where it was he stood on their relationship, because now he could honestly say without a doubt, he really wanted it." I suppose since you can't run from me it should be fine." He said, unable to hold back a smile when Suga lookedbup at him like that with his own signature smile. He patted Yoongi's chest and took in a deep breathe to calm his slightly shot nerves.
"Basically, I am ready to be what you need me to be; a friend, a coworker, a leader and.. A boyfriend. I want to be your boyfriend, but when it comes to certain things I need to ask that you'll be patient with me. Many of the moments we'll probably be sharing will foreign to me. Not to say I think being your boyfriend will venture different than being your friend, but the title comes with more of a responsibility." He paused and rubbed his face,"I don't really know why I'm saying all of this. Because you probably assumed most if it.. I'll be my best for you, though and I want to be able to feel this feeling of belonging and wholeness for as long as you'll allow it.."

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"Of course I'll be patient with you," Suga laughed (more of a giggle but w/e). "I know how it feels, so don't hesitate to let me know if you're not completely comfortable with something. And even though you most certainly /are the more dominant one here, you can always ask for guidelines or anything you feel might help you feel more secure with the situation." Suga smiled up at Namjoon hoping his words are accurate expressing what he's trying to say. He wanted to let rapmon know that it was okay to be nervous and embarrassed as that was normal for people to feel when entering such intimate situations; both emotionally and physically. He wanted Namjoon to know that he would wait as long as it took for him to be comfortable and confident with his actions. He wanted rapmon to know that he's willing to do anything to help him reach that stage whether it be through guidelines or just letting rapmon experiment; either way, Yoongi was more than happy to help. "I'll be my best for you too." Suga smiled softly