More and some more days passed and the images and the chaos was fading away in my mind and I hadn't been to that daycare in weeks. I started having good thoughts about the place now and I didn't have any nightmares about it. I was glad I could focus in school and sports. Literally I couldn't focus anymore because it terrorized me badly. I stopped researching and did YouTube videos with my friends and did reaction videos more than I used to do. More and some more days, passed still no appointments to go to the daycare but one day my friend Isaac told me what ever happened to Mr. Bear. That triggered my mind and I just got all the memories of the daycare and research and the news. I legit collapsed and yelled "why world!!!". Not really just pissed off , and worried. Now I wasn't calm and my head or mind focused more on research about it. Isaac apologized and I forgave him and he just said I owe you one. Now my mind was filled with all of these thoughts thanks to him. It's not his fault really, it's kind of mine.
