Eddsworld Oneshots

A/N: IMPORTANT

Hey,

I know you were expecting a really good one shot from Eddsworld but ended up here.

I know, I'm disappointed too. But I just don't think I can go on any longer with this. As you see, I haven't been updating as much as I used to and I used to think that it was just a writer's block, but it ended up being much worse.

I was planning on doing a whole bunch of updating this week to ma up for what I did and decided to show my mom what I have been doing a lot. I have always been the youngest child being 13 years old, but always showed my maturity to other people. I have always hated being the smallest and tiniest in my friends and family, but every time I try to get over it, someone always reminds me.

And it just breaks me.

Not only that, but tonight, I was going to show my mom everything I have succeeded in my school work and my normal life and even on Wattled to show all the lovely support. But that ended up being different. I went to my brother's show choir dinner at his school just to see all the great things that he has done in his life.

I have always had mutual feelings for my older yet seems younger brother and even to the point where I just had this urge to either hug him tightly, or just slit his wide ass throat and show my mom what I have done.

I ended up not getting my homework done on time because of this and my mom blamed me for it. She said that I should start to act more like my brother and actually do good in life.

What

The

FUCK MOM?!?

I HAVE WORKED TO FUCKING HARD JUST TO GET MY MOM'S ATTENTION AND THE ONLY TIME SHE DOES PAY ATTENTION TO ME IS WHEN I'M WORKING ON SOMETHING BAD, MADE A MISTAKE OF EVEN WHEN MY BROTHER JUST ISN'T DOING ANYTHING "AMAZING" WHEN ALL MY BROTHER DOES IS JUST LAY ON HIS STUPID FUCKING ASS BACK AND DO NOTHING!

AND WHAT DO I DOI?! I WORK AS HARD AS I CAN TO MAKE SURE MY MOM DOESN'T GET DISAPPOINTED IN ME WHEN SHE SAYS THAT EVERYDAY. I HATE MY FUCKING ASS FAMILY SO MUCH THAT I WOULD COME TO THE POINT OF EITHER KILLING MYSELF OR MY FUCKING ASS "FAMILY"!!!!!!!

I AM SO ANGRY AT THEM RIGHT NOW AND THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE BEEN DOING WITH MY LIFE.

"Tia, be more like your brothers."

'Tia, stop being a baby."

"Tia, stop failing."

"Tia, why do you keep disappointing me?"

"Tia, why do you keep doing this?"

I DON'T EVEN FUCKING CARE ABOUT MY FAMILY ANYMORE AND WOULDN'T SHED ONE SINGLE TEAR IF I KILLED THEM OR IF THEY DIED. THAT'S HOW MUCH I HATE THEM! THAT HOW MUCH I WANT THEM TO SUFFER! THAT'S HOW MUCH I AM TRYING.

IN FACT, I'M EVEN TRYING TO JUST CALM MYSELF DOWN AND NOT KILL THEM JUST YET! I HAVE TO MAINTAIN MY SANITY AND MY PILLS AREN'T WORKING EITHER. I'M SO TIRED OF THIS.

I'm sorry. I just needed to let that all out.

I won't be updating for a while.

Goodbye for now.