Insatiable Love.... [Completed]

Chapter 17: Jay's Girlfriend

Tears flow from my eyes nonstop. No one said nothing until I finished my story. I'm sure they are shocked with my story.

''I killed him with my hands'', I told them seeing my hands. ''I killed my brother whom I loved so much. I hate myself. That's why....'', before I say something, someone pull my hand and hug me. I was shocked.

''He don't deserve to be your brother'', Jay said it while hugging me tightly. He sat at the edge of the couch and pull me to his side and hug me. I cried in his arms.

''Yes Jessy. What you did was not wrong'', Leon told me.

''I agree. You deserve to be happy without him'', Blake pointed out.

''Siz, please don't cry...'', Alivia sadly told me.

After that, I enter inside my room. I couldn't face anyone. I feel so ashamed of myself but I feel relieved a lot. I told them the thing that I carried for too long. I hug my own knees while spacing out. Jay enter inside the room and sat beside me.

''I don't want to ask you whether you are OK or not because I know you are stronger as 10 elephants'', he teased me. His words make me chuckled. I turned my head to see him.

''Can you stop it?'', I told him while hitting his arm.

''Why should I? the difference is... you are thin, not like those fatty elephants'', he grinned. I smiled.

''So, you didn't go to your work yet?'', I questioned him.

''Well, you know. I feel happy today. So, I take leave today'', he said.

''Happy?'', I repeated his word.

''Yeah of course. There is one stone headed girl finally told me about her past. Trust me, it takes ages to make her tell that'', he mocking me.

''You are such a jerk'', I hissed. He chuckled.

''That time....'', I started while turning my sight to my fingers which I put on my lap. ''I wanted to tell you that it wasn't your fault for your mother's death but I couldn't tell you. How can I say that when I did the same sin? That's why I kept myself quiet. I'm sorry'', I told him while lowering my head.

''I know that, don't worry'', he said simply. I lifted up my head and see him.

''I thought you too think that it was my fault for her death that time. but... I realized how you would have felt.'', Jay whisper softly to me.

''I knew that your past related to Edwin.'', his words make me shocked.

''You knew?'', I asked him.

''Yeah, at first when your mom praised about Edwin at the hospital, you suddenly become unstable. I was suspicious that time. but I let it because I thought you missed him. And I my suspicion was confirmed when I saw you couldn't answer for the doctor's questions. When he asked you who is him. You didn't straight away tell that he is your brother and when the doctor asked you whether he hurt you, you said nothing too. So, I somehow figure out that he would be the reason for everything. I don't have the good impression on him though.'', he said it. He was really smart. Suddenly he gets up to the bed and lay next me. I got shocked.

''w...what are you doing?'', I asked him.

''What? This is my bed and this is my room. I feel sleepy now. I wanted to sleep'', he shrugged his shoulder. I shook my head irritated.

''You are such a baby'', I smirked.

''Well, if you say so....'', Jay suddenly pull me to him and wrap me in his arms. I was stunned.