April

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This year might as well never end


It's already so stressful


And it's only April


What is happiness anymore?


The bullying


The guys


The pain


Will it ever end?


My best friend lied to me


My boyfriend and I have fought


The kids at school are jerks


I want to cut so bad


So I did


Not a lot


Just enough to dry my tears


For a while


I know


I am not the best person


Not even in the top ten


But it's only April


And I hate 


Myself


This was supposed to be a fresh start


But it's not


It's worse than last year


And last year sucked

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