The Internet Thinks We're Dating! (Victuri)

Chapter 16

Walking home together, I touched my lips. Remembering what Victor and I just did only minutes ago. Though I've been pushing away this whole time I might actually reconsider the whole dating thing.

"Yuri, don't daydream while walking." Victor sung as he swung or connected hands as we walked. Embarrassed, I let my free arm fall back to my side. Though nothing touching them, my lips felt sore from the harsh kissing.

"Sorry, I was thinking." I said as I watched Victor's hair flow in the wind. It looked like white silk flowing through the breeze. I just wanted to go and touch it, it was so pretty.

"Oooh~ I know what about! If you really want we can continue when we get home." Winking at me, he pulled me closer so that our shoulders were touching. "Though, I thought that that was more than enough for you. At least until feel more comfortable."

"N-no! I most definitely wasn't thinking of that at all!" I tried to break free from his hand holding mine, but he was too strong. "No more touching when we get home. I want time to think all about this!" Pouting, he puckered his bottom lip to exaggerate disappointment.

"Oh well, I'll just have to wait." He always tried to be happy, even though he was actually disappointed. God, I can't believe that this is happening. How did I get wrapped up in some weird love scenario? And I didn't want this from the start, but I accepted it as time went by. I still can't make heads or tails of my true feelings, but I'll try to understand them instead of running away.

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It's been a few days after all that, and sadly nothing has happened at all. It's not that I'm depressed about! Definitely not.. It's just making me anxious that nothing has happened for a while.

Laying in my bed, I stared at the window. The moon's light shone through the window, hitting my face. I couldn't sleep very well ever since that incident. I kept thinking about it, and when I do fall asleep I have dreams about it. I guess you could say that I cant get him off my mind, even if it sounds cheesy.

I rubbed my eyes to try to get rid of the sleepiness. If I slept, I'll have that first person experience again. Well, I guess I wouldn't mind it...I just need sleep or I could pass out later in the day.

"Yuri, are you awake?" I heard a whisper as a quiet knock came from the other side of my bedroom door. Sighing, I waddled over to my door, almost tripping in the process. I opened the door to see Victor still dressed in his casual clothing.

"Victor, it's like two in the morning, shouldn't you be asleep? And why are you still not ready for bed?" He smiled, grabbing my hand enthusiastically.

"Let's go somewhere together, just the two of us. So get dressed so we can go." Still half asleep, I tried to figure out why in the world he wanted to go out so late. But there was no way I could think of a place that would be open in these hours besides fast food restaurants.

I agreed to go along and changed into basic clothes. Just a basic sweatshirt and jeans was what  I choose, them being the most relaxing. I didn't bother closing the door while changing since it was already dark for Victor to barley see me.

"Okay, but let's make sure we get home before the sun comes out." Agreeing to my conditions, he grabbed my hand to lead my to the front door. To be honest, I was so tired I felt like holding his hand was keeping me somewhat awake. "And where are we going to go? Nothing's open."

At the front door, we put on her shoes. In the dark, it was a little harder since you couldn't see at all. "I was thinking that we could go eat or something. Just whatever you want to do, really."

"Whatever I want?" Standing up, I made sure my shoes were on by tapping the toes on the ground. "Like...a date?" He smiled at the idea.

"If that's that you want." To be honest, I kind of liked the way he was making sure I was mentally ready for things like this. I know that I'm slow or a late bloomer but I'm genuinely happy that I'm not being forced at all.

"Yeah, I want this to be a date." This time I grabbed his hand, feeling a little more daring. Of course he loved the attention, pulling me into almost a bone crushing hug. "Before we leave, can I um.." Letting myself relax into his hug, I tried to keep myself calm.

"Can I kiss you?"