i'm so done.
i am actually done.
i got a 34% on a math test and I told my dad, and he said something i'll bee forget.
"you're a disgrace."
i'm a disgrace. his first born child is a disgrace. the one he's supposed to protect is a disgrace.
i have a 47% overall in the course and he said i failed. i have a test, a quiz, an assignment, exam reviews, and the end of semester exam to get my mark up by 3%. but i failed.
i failed at being something to be proud of. i failed at being something to want to call a daughter.
i am a disgrace. i failed.
