Everything has been hell. I miss him, i miss him so much. His smile, his fluffy hair, his amazing laugh. I barely had enough time to call him my own.
But whos fault is that...
I still have his bear, i always have it with me. I hate putting it in my bag, but i cant have it out during school. Id get made fun of. I sigh.
Who cares, who knows how long ill be around before i cant handle this feeling. I bend side ways and open my bag, pulling the bear out and hugging it close to my chest.
My heart hurts.
My eye lids fall shut and i take a deep breath. I lay my head down. I think about him.
I ruined him. I took his trust and smashed it into peices. For what? Something i couldve taken care of myself.
Theres dried blood on the bear.
I never called the police, what if hes still laying there.
Im horrible...
...ok,, so,, like,, im very compeld to this story? I feel like its unfinished?
Theres things that feel unresolved.
I want there to be happiness.
Plus, this ending seems too close to another story.
So obviously i want to change it.
I hate it when it seems like ive copied someone.
So yes, im adding more.
I hope everyone enjoys it, and likes how ive decided to end it.
Of course, it might not have a proper ending, but i think it will be better.
More is to happen.
The story will be spicier
YOU ARE READING
Thats gay dude.. (Completed)
FanfictionCW suicide, selfharm, drug abuse, sa would also like to preface that this story, if i remember right is fucked but also its not reality, id like anyone who stumbles upon this to politely fuck off if they do not like something mentioned ok, this is a...
