Strong( one direction fanfic)

chapter 18

SORRY FOR THE LONG WAIT HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAP AND SORRY FOR THE SPELLING MISTAKES

LOVE YAA

Tina's POV:

Heartbroken,hurt,angry,sad,confused those are the feelings that I should be feeling..but no I just feel emptiness.My whole body is numb unable to move mostly because the many bruises covering my skin.

My mind isn't working it seems like everything around me is just a blur and the boys loud screaming and voices where just faint whispers in the cool wind coming from my wide open window.

I wasn't crying only sitting quietly in the bed waiting for the sleep to envelop me but it seems like my body didn't want me to escape the real world and hide in my dreams

Dreams or should I say my safe haven (I maybe sound like a psycho but that's true) When I was about seven I remember that I was having a nightmare I woke up in the middle of the night crying.I remember my warm mother's hands around my fragile body whispering sweet things in my ear.She told me that nightmares come when you expect it but we have to face them so they would disapear when I asked her about dreams..the happy ones she said

"Well baby girl dreams are gifts from your angels showing you that they're always with you even at night" I smile remembering her words and her sweet kiss on my cheek

"Mum I think that my angels left me but you know my nightmares are nothing compared to what I endure right now" I mumbled slowly hoping she would listen to me and help me in this situation. I hugged my knees tightly against my chest and letting my head fall on my arms.

Suddenly the door slowly opened reveling a worried Liam with soft eyes showing what?guilt?

"Tina.."he whispers getting closer and sitting on the edge of the bed sighing he continue "I'm so so sorry it's all my fault "

I frown "what do you mean"

He took my hand in his "it's me tina I told him that I saw you with eleanor the night at the bar"he paused squeezing my hand "he told me that he wouldn't do anything to hurt you but obviously he lied"

I didn't say anything just looking at him after what felt like hours I manage to whisper

"I-I can't forgive you Liam..it was sweet if you that you told me the truth and everything but I can't forgive you...not now at least"

He just sighs nodding and then handing me some pain killers and water before leaving...

after a few minutes I finally fell asleep,trying to forget my problems.

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2 days

it's been 2 days since that night.I didn't see harry and I was glad..the boys were treating me well helping me to recover.

Zayn was also recovering and I was happy but I said to him that I wasn't ready to be his girlfriend and he understands.

I was lying in bed waiting for Niall he promised me that he would stay the evening with me because the boys were out and I was too lazy to leave the bed

Finally the door opened revealing..Harry oh no I don't want him here here he scares me plus I hate him

I didn't say anything I just glared at him with a "lost puppy"face hoping he will understand my message and leave me alone

"Hey"he whispers slowly

shit doesn't he understands that I don't want to see him

I stay silent..but after I knew that he wouldn't give up I start