TIna's POV:
When I was little I was an ambitious girl I always liked to dream about my future life,and my ambition went stronger when my mother died because I wanted to show her that her little girl will make her proud even when she wasn't here to support her.
I wanted to continue education and study law,I wanted to enter university with an intership and become the first in my class..I wanted to live happily ever after with my "prince charming".I wanted to have a lot of friends and go to parties enjoying every single minute in my life.But being kidnapped by five boys wasn't one of my dreams..they aren't some psycopath or killers but I was afraid..I was afraid of breaking at any second.. I was afraid of trusting them...I was afraid that when I'll be stuck with them forever...but today I think that zayn earned my trust...
FLASHBACK ~an hour ago~
"You know I feel bad that harry had kissed you before me "He said while caressing my hair.
I start shaking "zayn what are you going to do?"I said my voice sounding like a whisper.I close my eyes when he starts leaning in..I was waiting for his lipes in contact with mine but they never came instead he brought fis lips in my forehead and whipers"I need you to scream that you want me to stop okay?" I give him a questioning look but I nod anyway and then he nods again signaling me to scream now
"NOOO,pleaaase stoop zayn"I scream "stoop it"
after 5 minutes of screaming and pretending to cry I finally ask him "why?"
he sigh and gesture me to go sit beside him at the edge of the bed
"so?"I ask raising my eyebrow
"it's harry he said that if I rape you today he'll leave you alone and I know how much he hurts you so I agreed but at the same time I didn't want to hurt you like that because I know that you'll never forgive me"he said with a sad smile.
I didn't realise that i was crying until he wipe it off with his thumb.
"I didn't know that harry was this cruel"I said sighing I really hate that guy.
"you have no idea love..I don't like to tell you that but you have to keep crying because if he sees you he have to fall in our trap,plus you have to pretend that you hate me now"I nod "Now go to liam's room and if he asks you what happened don't reply "
i nod again and made my way to the door before opening it he hugged me from behind kissed the top of my head and said "If you want smething we can talk at night when everyone is asleep,you know where to find me"
"thanks zayn you're the best thing that happend to me in these couple of weeks "I said hugging him properly before exiting the room.
END OF FLASHBACK
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I am walking down the hall to liam's room it was maybe 12 p.m now he must be asleep,passing near the living room I spotted two shadows I turn my head to see who it was but I immediatly regret it was harry making out with a half naked blonde girl.She sees me and made a discusted face just like mine.
"who is she?"she asks glaring at me.
Harry turns around looking at me with a frown "oh,her she's nobody don't pay attention at her babe"
Oh god I can't beleive he just says that I want to punch him right in the face he didn't even notice that I was fucking crying,but instead I said "Yeah i'm nobody you can continue sucking your faces"and then I enter the room murmuring "man whore"under my breath.Well I don't give a fuck about him and his little girlfriend.
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Today I woke up pretty late the boys were in the living room I wanted to go sit beside zayn but I remember our deal so i sit crossed leg on the floor.
"hey tina"niall said with a smile.
"hey"I said with a small voice looking at the floor- i have to act like I was broken-i can feel harry's develish grin.
"so how was last night?"I am taken aback by his question.
"I think I have to ask you that question how was your little girlfriend?"
"she's not my girlfriend "he said angirly
"yeah harry doesn't date "niall said
"well obviously who is that stupid to date someone like him"I said rolling my eyes.
"fuck off will you?"harry spat I glare at him
"ok guys enough now,anyway tina tonight we are going out "liam said
"okay?"
"And we can't keep you here alone"
"so? I'm going with you?"I said smiling
"of course not "harry chuckles
"we're bringing someone to stay with you"niall said
"what i'm not a baby,i don't need one of your pervert friend to babysit me"
"I don't think eleanor is a pervert"louis laugh
"oh so she's staying with me?"
"yeahh good girl "harry said sarcasm obvious in his tone.
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2 hours later the boys are already dressed and we're waiting for eleanor in the living room I'm so exited to finally hang out with a girl i'm tired of being aroung boys for more than a week.
after 5 minutes there was a knock in the door and louis went to open it..suddenly felt nervous what if she was like the girl that was with harry?what if she didn't like me?
but the bad thoughts disappears when i saw her..she was absolutly beautiful with big brown eyes and a wide smile,she approach me and hug me i didn't hesitate to hug her back
"hey i'm eleanor nice to meet you,you must be liam's cousin"I look at louis who is standing beside her he gives me a quick nod.
"yeah i'm tina nice to meet you too"
"Now boys you can go and i don't wanna deal with a drunk jerk in the middle of the night"everyone laugh at her comment
before leaving harry walks towrard me and whispers in my ear"if you tell her something you're dead"his voice make me chills and not in the good way.
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we spend all night gossiping,watching movies,eating and laughing she was the best person ever she reminds me a lot of alex I wonder what she's doing right now is she thinking about me ?I miss her so so much
"Did you hear me?"she asks
"no sorry what did you say?"
"I was asking if you were tired?"
"no i'm not"
"good"she said grining.I think I can trust her now,,I need her to help me
"eleanor I'm not liam's cousin..I-I need you to help me"I whisper
"what?"she says in shock
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Fanfic"I would stay in my dreams,the happy ones,forever if i could.Even if i knew they weren't real I would rather live in my mind asleep than in my mind awake,because my life is even scarier than my darkest nightmares"
