One Wish

Chapter Thirty-four pt.2: It Wont Stop

The Next Day

Aubrey

It's been almost two months since I've seen or heard from Joseline and surprisingly, I miss her. I thought that she was just filling the void of Robyn not being around but I actually have feelings for her. Even though I acted like I didn't want Joseline anywhere near me it was nice having someone who really cared about me around to keep me company. Another thing I liked was that no matter how bad I treated her she would never leave my side. Since she left she's been all I can think about. I've been calling and texting her none stop but she sends me straight to voice mail and ignores me. At this point I don't know what to do. Joseline has been on my mind every since she left and no matter how hard I try I can't get her out my head. I've been working on my album but as soon as I get out the studio I start thinking about her again. I want to try and fix things with her but I can't get in touch with her and even if I could I doubt she'll want anything to do with me and I don't blame her. I've been treating her like shit from the day I met her.

I'm really worried about my daughter and whether I'll ever get to see her. I don't want to be a dead beat dad but Jos could keep me away from the baby if she wanted to. I sighed before I sat down on the couch and turned on the t.v.

"I really need to relax." I mumbled to myself as I started flipping through the channels. Thinking for the worst is not going to help my nerves. I stopped channel surfing when I saw Robyn's face on the screen. I didn't know she was gonna be on Ellen.

"So you're not putting an album out this year?"

"Not this year."

"Why not? You're not retiring are you?"

"Oh no. That's not it."

"Then what is it?"

"I'm having a baby." A baby?! The crowd cheered and I watched Chris put his hand on Robyn's thigh with a wide grin on his face. What the hell? Since when was she pregnant? I saw Robyn at the doctor's office when I was at Joseline's appointment but I thought she had got an abortion not just because everyone was saying she did but she was acting funny when I asked her why she was there. None of my business? What the fuck kind of shit was that? I guess she just didn't want to talk to me. At one point I was hoping the rumors were true because then there would be a chance I can not only when her back but she can also have my baby. I'm over that and Robyn now. I'm not gonna be a bitter ex because that's not getting me anywhere. She's happy now and I'm not going to ruin that for her. I don't have time to intrude on her relationship when I have my own to worry about. I turned off the t.v and went into the kitchen to get a beer. I had just opened it and took a sip when the door bell rang. I put the beer down on the counter before I opened the door to find Joseline standing there when her hand on her huge belly.

"Joseline! You're back." I said excitedly as I hugged her as tight as I could. Her stomach got in the way a little but I still managed to get my hug in before she pushed me away.

"I'm not back. I just came to get my stuff." She moved passed me and went upstairs to our room.

"I'm sorry Jos." I said as I followed behind her.

"I know."

"I really miss you."

"I bet you did." She came out of the closet with an armful of clothes and started folding them.

"I'm serious. I've been a wreck without you."

"I believe it."

"And believe it or not I love-"

"You don't love me Aubrey so save that bullshit for someone else."

"I mean it Joseline."

"If you loved me why didn't you act like it? You put me down every chance you got. You wont even claim our child!"