smile // dolan x merrell twins

14. P R Ø M I S E

I stood there looking at nothing. There was no one there...

Am I going mad? Am I crazy or psycho? Am I going to become my mother, lost in her mind?

"What's wrong with me!" I said, tears falling from my swollen eyes.

I continued to repeat that sentence, until I heard a car screech to a stop, and doors flying open. "NESSA!" Roni screamed, coming towards me.

"Roni...I." She stopped me with a hug. "STOP RUNNING." She loudly whispered looking into my eyes. "We just want to help." Grayson said.

"But i'm scared...." "Scared of what?" Ethan retorted, coming into view..

"It doesn't matter, i'm ready to go home." I saw Roni roll her eyes. "Can't you just explain please?"She said annoyance clear in her tone. "No, i'm ready to go home..."

"Fine let's go." "Id rather walk home."I replied,

"No it's to cold to walk.."Ethan said. "I'm not getting in that car, so don't ask me too."

"We're not gonna ask!" Roni snapped, folding her arms to her chest. "WHAT RONI, why are you rolling your eyes and being rude?"

"Nothing your just stupid, and ignorant that's all."

"How because i don't want to get into what caused this crazy messed up mind of mine, be happy your not delusional."I said whispering that last part.

"It wasn't the cars fault, it was the man who crashed into us.."

"No, Roni....you know what, it was your fault!"I blurted out. She looked at me, her mouth wide open.

"My fault!" "Yeah!" I shouted, walking closer to her. "Maybe you wanted this to happen since you knew everyone liked me and I was prettier?" "No I wouldn't do that." "Yeah, yeah you would you've said it before." "I was playing around!" "No you weren't!"

"I wouldn't do that...." She grunted..."YES YES YOU WOULD!!"

RONIS POV....

"NO I WOULDNT NESSA." I yelled, my eyes fogging up, I felt all the rage growing inside of me, I felt the lava ready to explode...

And what she said released it all, "MAYBE YOUR THE REASON DAD LEFT!"

"NO DAD LEFT BECAUSE OF YOU!" I yelled, tears streaming down my face. "What."

"YEAH NESSA, AND YOU NO WHAT I WISH YOU WOULD OF STAYED ASLEEP, YOUR MAKING EVERYTHING SO DIFFICULT!" Her face was blank.

The emotions lost in her gaze. I looked at the twins, and saw the shock on their face. "I'm so sorry guys." I said, but I knew after this they'd definitely stay away.

Nessa looked over at the boys, and back at me.."I called dad..."

I furrowed my eyebrows.."What happened?" "He has another family, another daughter, another life..he left because he wanted too."