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Autumn

I wake up in my bed, rubbing my eyes in confusion as I roll over into my pillow. I breathe in, realising that this smells of vanilla and sweetness, very unlike my bed. Thoroughly confused, I sit up and see that I'm wrapped in a blanket that I am unfamiliar of.

I feel very dizzy and my head is fuzzy and throbbing. I rub my eyes weakly in an attempt to ward off the thumping headache that spilt through my mind, but no such luck. Where is Justin? All of a sudden, the door swings open and I shovel back to the wall.

"Oh my god, I'm sorry. I swear I didn't mean to scare you. I didn't know you were awake yet" Justin squeaks, looking worried

N..no, it's fine" I weak "where am I exactly?" I ask, biting my lip

"Oh, you're in my apartment" Justin moves closer which for some reason I'm not comfortable with

"Sorry I didn't know what to do, you really didn't want to go to the hospital so I brought you back here" looking apologict

"It's just, I really don't like..hospital" I speak

"Oh no, it's fine"Justin says with a grin

"A bit cold and light headed" I told the truth

"Sorry, I wanted to get you out of your wet clothes but I didn't think you would let.. me.. ya know.. undress you" Justin stutters out, sounding embarrassed all of a sudden

I nod

"I can go get you some of my clothes, they will be big but I'm not letting you out of my flat until you feel better" he offers with a bright smile

"Oh, you don't have to" I trail off but right now dry clothes do sound good but I don't want to be a bigger bother than I have already

"No no, of course I do" he says firmly. "I'll be back in a minute, you should lie back down. You aren't looking so good"

I start to argue before realising I probably am not in the best condition. I give a small nod and lay down, With Justin looking satisfied, he walks out

Justin doesn't der serve this, he probably think I'm the biggest mistake ever. I couldn't have felt more horrible.trying to keep the bad thoughts away, The last thing Justin's need is for me to have a panic attack.

Before I know it Justin appears in the room with a over sized shirt and a pair of sweatpants. I see Justin smile, that smile is everything, he looks too adorable for words

"Just bring your old clothes down when you're done changing and I can dry them for you" offering a kind smile. This boy will be the death of me, he is to kind

"Thanks" I say quietly. He closes the door behind him as he leaves and I push myself up, peeling my wet clothes off and winging every time the fabric touches a rib or bruise. I put everything on and occasionally snuggling into the shirt because it smells like Justin. Pulling the sleeves all the way down, hiding my arms. I walk out of the room to not know where I'm going exactly

Justin

Someone clears their throat, and I look up to see a annoyed looking Alice eyeing me down

"Is she still not awake?" She asks, looking unimpressed with me. Every since I'd gotten home yesterday, carrying this half dead looking girl in my arms, Alice has been very annoyed.

"Actually yeah, she woke up. She is just getting changed into some dry clothes of mine" I smile but in return I get a huff and a arms crossed over

"Oh so now you're going to talk to me" she says, sounding angry and upset, I frown.. realising it was rather rude of me to do that. I threw myself into her and warp my arms around her

"Sorry, Alice" I mumble into her neck, hugging her tightly, after a while she starts to hug back

"Okay. Just please don't do that again, I was worried about you" I smile and pull away and see the disappointed look on her face

I sit on the lounge and see a Autumn pop her head around the door, she looks kind of relieved that i was sitting there. I give her a smile, she looks so adorable in my shirt

"Hey, do the clothes fit?"I ask, taking in her appearance

"Um.. yeah. Sure" she stutters, looking awkward and uncomfortable

"Do you want something to eat or drink. We can sit down and watch a movie together or something" I offer, She bites her lip and nods

"Uhh.. sure" she looks so awkward once again, she sits next to me on the couch but she looks in pain. I really want to ask but I don't want to make her feel uncomfortable

"Cool, I'll make some pancakes. Uhh.. Alice, I could use some help" Alice nods and stands up with me and we walk over to the kitchen

"So, what do you think of her?" I whisper to Alice

"Oh, she seems.. quiet"

"Yeah, when we were close. She was never this quiet. She was full of energy, but ever since she pushed me away. She looks so upset" I say looking at Autumn, she is just sitting there. Looking at her arms and playing with the hair ties on her wrist

(Time skip)

I run my hand through my hair, feeling worry wash over me. It's been a week since I'd taken Autumn back to my flat and things have just gotten worse for me. Alice is constantly in a sour mood whenever Autumn is around, for reasons she won't tell me, and Autumn herself seems no better than a week ago. Every time I go in to check on her she would be lying on the bed looking incredibly well and pale and just overall just not good. She isn't even sleeping, every time I walk in there, she looks more and more tired.

I've been incredibly stressed all week over Autumn, and every time Alice sees me worrying over her, she just tends to get even more fed up with me and that in turn causes me to even more stressed. I heave a great sigh before pulling myself out of bed, my thoughts already taking an alarming stressed turn despite the fact I'd just woken up a minute ago. I jump into the shower, and by the time I'm out and dressed I already feel better. Every thing will be just fine, I'm sure Autumn will get better soon and Alice will eventually stop being bitter at whatever she mad about? Right? With this mind set, I walk downstairs to the fridge to make Autumn some breakfast.

Alive slumps into the kitchen look all tired so grumpy. Hoping to cheer her up, I add a happy tone to my voice

"Hey, Alice!" I speak with a smile. She looks up and her expression seems to relax a bit

"Morning, Justin" she mumbles, a sleepy smile on her lips

"I'm making Autumn breakfast, want some too?" I ask cheerfully, turning around giving her another smile. Her expression starts to fall a bit more. A couple minutes later and Breakfast is finished, I head to Autumns room and open the door softly in case she was sleeping. She isn't.

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AHHHHH HELLO, I'm sorry that I haven't updated in like a month, I actually don't have a excuse. But I is soo sowwwyy

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