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Tell Me What I'm looking For byCarolina Liar (ON SIDEBAR)
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Mess I Made by Parachute
Chapter 27
I scroll through photos and photos of pictures on tumblr. Some are happy, some are sad, and some are angry. Each picture I see has a completely different meaning or emotion based on it. I try to keep my blog book related.
Pictures are like people.
If you walk down the street you will find a whole bunch of different emotions on someones faces. Like someone may look angry because the just got in an argument. Or someone is happy because they just moved into their new house.
Then there is me,
I don't really know how I feel right now.
It is a mix between hate and happiness. I am angry because Josh keeps bottling himself up, moving further and further away from me. And I am also happy because we are finally talking and hanging out like normal before.
It's all just mixed feelings that I can't seem to figure out.
I grab my mug of hot chocolate off the table and take a sip of it. Although it is nice out today, it is never bad to have a nice cup of hot chocolate. Josh has not talked to me since a few days ago. Nor have I made the intention to get in touch with him either.
He needs some space. I have been thinking, and I am pushing him to try and open up, but I am doing it for his own good. Josh just needs some time alone to think about everything that has been happening. It's not much but still.
I still need to think about how I am going to approach him about the Sammie situation. I have not talked to him about it yet, and I think it is time I do. But the question is, how?
There is a slight knock on my door, well Katrina's guest room, and Harry pops is head inside.
"What's up?" I ask him, shutting my laptop.
He smiles and walks inside my room, leaving the door wide open, "Well I have some news."
I clap my hands together, "Oh! Are you going back on tour?"
He shakes his head and chuckles deeply, "Oh no! Hopefully not for awhile."
"Oh then what?" I ask tilting my head.
Katrina walks in holding something behind her back and smirking, "Well, seems like you are trying to get to the announcement without me!"
"Wait, don't tell me you," I trail, staring at her.
Katrina's mouth goes wide in horror and she shakes her head, "Oh hell no! Not that!"
"Okay no need to shriek!" Harry whines. "Anyway, so I talked to the bakery."
Katrina chucks what is behind her, which is an apron. I hold it in my hands and grip it tightly with my fingers, "I got the job?"
"Yep!" Harry pops and walks out the room, "You start next week!"
Katrina walks over to my bed and lays down, "Now you can get off your lazy ass and do something."
I groan and roll over on my stomach, "I am not lazy!"
"Whatever." Katrina rolls her eyes. "What are you going to do about Josh, you two haven't talked in days."
"I'm working on that." I admit. "I have a few loose strings I have to tie up first."
