Chapter 3
I get up from the spot that I was sitting in and make my way towards the cabinet. Grabbing a glass and filling it with water while motioning for Josh to sit down at the chair in front of the counter. He gets up but instead wobbles his way over in front of me. Before he can grab my hips, I grab his forearm dragging him to the seat and forcing him to sit down. He doesn't bother to fight back so he just sits.
I place the glass of water in front of him so he can drink and sober up a bit. He grabs the cup and gulps it down. He drops the cup on the counter and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. I pour him some more water and he takes sips of it this time.
I clear your throat and speak, "You need to get some rest."
"I know." He sighs taking another sip of his water. "I haven't gotten any rest in the past few days."
I turn my head to the side and look away from him. I could tell he has gotten no rest. The bags under his eyes are prominent and his hair is all messed up like he hasn't even bother to comb it ir style it.
"I haven't been able to sleep with out you, or knowing that you are mad at me." Mad? I am beyond mad.
"Well you are going to get some rest and well shall talk about this tomorrow. You are to drunk for this now."
"I'm sobering up." He smirks.
I grab the rag closet to me and throw it at him, "Shut up" I laugh. "You couldn't even catch that."
He rolls the rag up into and ball and places it on the counter getting up. He walks to his room and I follow after him. I don't know if I should leave now or after he falls asleep just to make sure. He takes off his shirt and pants and puts a pair of sweats on before jumping into bed. I turn to walk away but he stops me by speaking.
"Stay." He nearly whispers. Turning around and I shake my head.
"No."
"Why not?" His facial expression turns sad and he removes the covers.
"We haven't even talked about this or nothing. I need time to think about whats happening." I frown. Josh sits up on the bed and pats the spot next to him. I go and sit down next to him and he tries looking right into my eyes but I look away already crying.
He grabs my face in his hands and wipes away the tears. "Shh don't cry."
"How do you expect me not to cry?!" I snap smacking his hand away. He tries to bring his hand back up to my face but I stand up. "You hurt me! What don't you understand! How am I suppose to ever trust you again!"
"I don't expect you to." He says standing up. I walk over to the bedroom door and open it but Josh stops me again. "I really didn't mean it Elise! It's killing me knowing what I did to you!" He cries out.
"Then why did you!?" I scream tugging at the ends of my hair. He opens his mouth to say something but closes it. "Oh I know why. Because you are an idiot that likes to beak peoples hearts!"
"No I am not!" He yells back. "I am dumb for doing it. I don't know why I did." He frowns stepping closer to me.
I close my eyes and pierce my lips. "You cheated. You kissed her. Her of all people. She hates me." He shuts his eyes and tears fall from them.
He kissed Claudia. That hoe. I know from the beginning I should have never trusted her. She hates me and its so obvious she does. I found out over a fucking new channel they kissed! On television! Breaking news Josh Hutcherson leaves his girlfriend for co-worker Claudia Traisac! Was the headline and then they showed a picture of them kissing!
"I know. I'm a fucking idiot." He runs his hand through his hair and lets out a heavy breathe.
"Why did you do it then?" I whisper letting the tears just flow now.
"I don't know! I felt so empty, alone when I was away from you. I got drunk one night and I guess I kissed her without thinking." He always got drunk when he was feeling overwhelmed.
"You should have called me then. Not go and get drunk." I say wiping the tears from under my eyes.
"I know, I just wanted to be able to hold you again," He says walking over to me and grabs my hips bringing us closer together. "see you again," Josh forces me to look into his eyes and we never break the contact. I see the glisten in his eyes from crying.
"Kiss you again." He whispers before smashing his lips onto mine. I miss this. The sparks. The feeling of our lips against each other. The way they fit so perfectly together. The electricity. He pulls away and I cry into his chest.
"Why did you do that?" I sob.
"I miss you Elise." He tells me holding me close to him.
I choke on my own words. "I need to go. I need to think. This is too confusing." I push him away and walk to the front door. I grab my cars keys and walk outside.
"Elise!" Josh screams opening the door after me. "Wait Elise!" He cried out. "Don't leave!"
I close my eyes and open the door. I turn around and look at him. i hate to do this but i have to, its for the best for now.
"Leave me alone Josh!"I scream stomping my foot and throwing.
"Elise pleas-"
"Cut it with the bullshit! I'm done listening! This was the second time Josh! Second! I'm fed up with it!" I yell at him not caring if the neighbors heard. Its past midnight already.
"Its over Josh." The tears roll down my face as you get in my car and drive away leaving Josh there to cry on the steps, alone.
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Why Josh. Why did you do it. Shamme. Hope you like this chapter(: Its a short chapter but oh well. Its intense.
~Katrina
