Chapter 16
You sit on the couch as Josh is in the kitchen making you a cup of tea. You smile and touch your lips as you flick through the tv stations before leaving it on a movie that is playing. Everything is just moving so fast. One minute you two are fight and then you are not. It's like you blink and everything changes in that split second.
Josh hands you your cup of tea and you take a sip before placing it down on the table. It's only 8:00 so you plan to stay another hour and then head back to your dorm. Josh sits down on the couch and you curl up to his side.
It's like everything is back to normal.
But only its not.
You need time to get back to how everything use to be and to be able to adjust to everything. It can't just be like you kissed and everything is back to normal. Not that's not how it works.
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You two finish watching the movie that was on television. You laugh the whole time.
"Stop throwing popcorn at me!" You laugh pegging some popcorn at Josh.
"You started this!" He throws some more at you and it gets stuck in your hair.
You starts ripping the pieces out of your hair, "Are you kidding me Josh! I am going to have butter and popcorn stuck in my hair for the next fifty years!"
"Opps." He shrugs and helps you pick pieces out of your hair.
You sit back down and about ten minutes later all the popcorn pieces are gone. You glare at Josh the whole time and he just laughs it off like nothing happened at all. Ugh! You can't believe him. You are going to have to take a long shower tonight. It's insane!
"So what is this then?" Josh asks motioning toward you two.
You shrug and get up, "I just can't move back into things so quickly.." You trail off.
"I understand." Josh nods.
"I just need some time to think about everything. It's all moving so fast." You shake your head.
"I know." Josh gets up, "I should probably take you back yo your dorm."
"That would be good." You agree.
You put on your jacket and follow Josh out of the house into the car. You both hop into the car without a word. You tap your fingers on the door lightly as you hum to the music. You stare out the window as Josh taps on the steering wheel at the red light.
"This is awkward." He says practically reading your mind, "Neither of us have said a single thing."
You shake your head, "I know."
"Please lets not make this awkward." He pulls up to you dorm building and stops the car. "Let's just take everything slow?"
"Yeah, slow." You smile.
Slow?! You think to yourself. How does he expect you to take it slow. It will be a short amount of time before you two start dating again. You two are getting back together right? You won't be able to stay away from him for a long time.
"Want me to walk you inside?" Josh asks turning off the car.
"No that's fine. I can walk myself.' You smile looking over at Josh.
He nods and leans of and places a oft kiss to your cheek. You get out of the car and walk over to the doors of your dorm building. You wait there as Josh pulls away and you wave to him one more time.
You walk down the hall to you room and smile the entire way. You glad everything is working out with Josh. Taking things slow seems like the best idea. You don't want to rush into things just yet, it would be a bad idea.
You open the door and walk inside you look around and all you see is Louis sitting on the edge of you bed with his phone in his hand tapping his foot.
"Where is everyone?" You ask Louis taking off your jacket.
He runs up to you and holds up his phone, "Where were you? I was worried!" He blurts.
"I was with Josh, remember?" You push him back slightly and he tightens his grip on his phone.
"You said you would text me and let me know how it is going to keep me updated." He shakes his head, "I called and texted you, I was worried something happened."
You raise you eyebrow and look at Louis as you sit down on the bean bag chair. "I was with Josh, you should know nothing would be wrong."
"But you said you would text me and you didn't! He could have hurt you or something!" Louis shrieks.
"It's not that big of a deal Louis."
"You don't get it! You said you would text me and you didn't! I was over here worried thinking something could have happened to you!" Louis raises his voice. "I was about to go over there and beat Josh to a pulp because I thought something happened!"
"I understand if you are a little worried but you are over exaggerating." You laugh.
Louis stomps his foot on the ground, "You will never get it!"
You get up and walk right in front of him, "Get what Louis? Get what!?" You shriek.
"Why I am so worried!" Louis paces around the room.
"Then tell me!" You cross your arms.
"That I don't want it to be him!" He cries out, "I want it to be me that gets to hold you and comfort you! The one who makes you laugh when you are having a terrible day. Who can cuddle with you on cold days and watch sappy love story movies!" He stops in place and glares at you, "I want to be the one who is able to kiss you just have you close to me! Just be able to laugh at pointless stuff."
You clench your fist as he walks right in front of you.
He grits his teeth and speaks, "You just don't understand, how it feels."
Louis walks over to the door and opens it.
"What are you trying to say!?" You march over to him and scream.
"I love you!" He shrieks, "But you will never feel the same."
Is the last thing he says before slamming the door shut behind him.
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don't complain that this is a short chapter. I aware. I have had writers block and I haven't been feeling well. So cut me a break.
I'm getting annoyed with these ghosts readers now, I can't tell if you like the story or not if you don't vote or comment on the chapters. Whats the point to keep writing if I don't know. So I'm going to make it simple like my Harry Fanfic.
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It's simple. I hate to do this but I need to know so comment and vote to let me know that you think!
I wrote this chapter while eating a piece of chicken.
I hope you like this chapter! I will try to make the chapters longer I'm sorry! Stupid writier block! Bleh!
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~Katrina
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