Everyday
I walk the same path
Hoping one day
I'll find someone new
But discovering that
I was just walking in circles
The whole time
The pain
Is excruciating
Like I'm being burned all over
But I'm freezing
So much so that I feel
I might shatter
The words
Are coming more frequently
Than before
Is it good
That I'm letting it all out?
Or am I really just
Trapping it all inside?
I never
Said I was happy
So why do people assume so?
Why hasn't anyone asked?
Why does it feel like
I haven't really smiled
For an eternity?
My eyes
Are starting to burn
From all the floods
Rolling down my face
But no matter
How many bandaids
I apply
The pain never seems to fade
I just want
Someone that will embrace me
When my legs are weak
And carry me
When it seems that the earth
Is my quicksand
But will love me
Even when I don't love myself
But
What sucks the worst
Is that all I can do is cry
Hope that while I'm falling
There's a net to catch me
And search the darkness
For anything...
Anything-
Whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywyhwywhywhwywhywywywhywwhhwhwywhhwywhwhywywhwywyywhwywywhhwwhywywhwyywyhhhhhhhhhwhwhyy
JUST STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
... stop assuming shit
that you don't even know about...
it's becoming too hard
to hold the rivers back
and im afraid
that when the dam breaks
everyone will drown with me
... in my deserted heart
YOU ARE READING
my heart...
PuisiDo you like anyone? Are you like me? Am I alone? Or do I just have my own sea to swim in...? *btw these are all original by me. So no using my work please (unless I give you permission).
