note to self | vrene

twelve

note to self: be honest;

ㅡ

i ran away from taehyung again. today, we were supposed to meet after school, but i got scared.

i never admitted that i didn't want the connection we have to end. so i chose to postpone it even if it was pointless.

well, the result was..awful. i went home feeling like the whole world was on my shoulders. the feeling of guilt, regret, and pain all at once was overwhelming.

but thanks to my friendsㅡand his, i managed to realize something that was missing within my actions and words all this time.

honesty.

not once have i told him to stay when i didn't want him to go. when i actually wanted to walk home together all the time. to eat lunch together, or study at the library.

i wanted to tell him how cool he looked playing basketball, and i wanted to congratulate him too. i wanted to know if he's close with yeri. i wanted to know who if he likes someone. i wanted to know more about taehyung.

but i never really did anything to get closer to him. all i did was push him away..

even when he tried to hold on.

ㅡ배주현

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hello everyone!
this story is becoming angsty and i just can't help myself ㅋㅋㅋ
i said i would turn it back to fluff, but i just LOVE vrene angst.
anyway, from here on please expect a more light weight feeling.
it's about time we uncover the past; and their purple memories

thank you for being patient and supportive!
another story is in the works, and i promise i'll finish this before anything! 💕