note to self | vrene

kim taehyung

"but i was too mean, wasn't i?"

i sighed deeply and slammed my head on the table, right on top of the notebook.

i feel like giving up.
i barely even wrote anything, but i have so much more to tell her and yet..why is this measly notebook already irritating me?

"what? you just finally realized that you're mean?!"

i looked up to the owner of the voice and glared. my temper just snapped.

"shut up jimin. when will you realize that you're an eye sore." i shot back at him.

park jimin, a pesky neighbor of mine. i really don't consider him as anything. a friend perhaps? i just moved here on the first term of school, and we just became friends through namjoon. so i really haven't spent much time with him yet.
but this squirt gets attached too easily.

"hey, don't direct your anger to me. blame yourself dumbass. even i know for myself that i hate writing! plus you got some bad handwriting it puts kindergarteners to shame!"

i was dumbfounded. i don't know why he decided to come over to my house, but he is definitely shortening my patience again. the same height as him.

"you son of a gun get out of my room!"

"what? just text her to make this easier! i'm getting frustrated here instead of you!" he chuckled, clearly not getting the point in all of this.

well ofcourse. "you don't understand!" i stood up from my seat and dragged him out of my room. if he doesn't go away, i won't be able to finish by tomorrow.

"if you don't leave me alone i won't leave you alone!"

jimin pulled his arm away from my grip and started playing around again. "huh? what are you gonna do about it?!" acting like he was about to get into a wrestling match.

he knew that i got nothing else but athletic abilities, however he's more faster at running away than i am.

"seulgi!" i smirked as his face turned pale. "am i right? i know your girlfriend from gym class. we're basically classmates."

"should i say hi?"
jimin got flustered. it's because he heard a ridiculous story from my cousin, namjoon.

he told him that i can steal anyone's girlfriend with just simply introducing myself, and jimin believed it.

that guy is gullible. he doesn't know that seulgi is more dense than joohyun. i admit it though, jimin is slick. i don't know how he got to her.

at the same time, even though he's mischievous and cheerful on the outside, he's a crybaby.

he pushed me out of his way, with his eyes gleaming with unshed tears. "shut up! don't talk to me!ㅡi'm going to namjoon!"

after that he slammed the door and left. which leads me back to my point earlier.

"i guess i am really mean." i sighed.

i'll go apologize to jimin later. but for now..i'm going to finish this notebook with all of my heart.

"gym class..how did it start again?"