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note to self: it's alright

i guess this is the last of it.

i wouldn't have the need to talk to him anymore. i wouldn't have to put up with his jokes, his childish puns, his carefree nature, his smile, his pick-up lines, his presence and this feeling, any longer.

whether if he was sincere or not, it doesn't matter to me at all. whether he was serious, it still won't make a difference.

but why does it feel like i was the one who didn't want to end it?

was it this difficult to be with someone you like?

...

that day he left the infirmary, i cried.

but it's alright. i'll just let this little secret die within me.

they said that first loves don't always work out in the end.

but thanks to you, my last year of high school will surely be memorable; i got to know what it feels like to be in love.

that's why kim taehyung, i hope you'll find happiness.

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