My (Brothers) Best Friend

Hide Away

Nick Robinson as Nathan Collins⤴️⤴️

  I couldn't believe what my mom was thinking or even saying to me. And I got angry because she seemed crazy.

I grab my earphones and slip on my shoes. I grab my phone and go downstairs I'm about to leave when.

"What are you doing...where are you going" Nathan and Mason asked looking at me. I'm really mad and I almost feel angry tears.

"I'm going for a walk I need air" I reply.

"It's getting late...and what's up I heard a little yelling from upstairs" Nathan said I shake my head.

"Nothing, I'm just gonna go for a little" I say holding in my angry tears and fiddling with my earphones in my hand.

"Do you need a ride anywhere?" Mason asked I shake my head. "You don't even know who could be out there, there are creeps" he chuckles a little.

"I'm fine it's fine it's not even fully dark out" I say and leave. I plug my earphones and walk down the side walk going to the place I usually go to when there's a problem or I need to think. I'm so mad I could punch a wall. I'm not sad so I don't even know why I'm crying it's just angry tears from anger.

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Once I get there I sit on the roof of the old broken down house. So let me explain what happened with my mom and why I'm furious right now.

Well when she came into my room she said my dad moved into town. She said maybe I could talk to him have a relationship maybe me and Nathan should both I blew up. Because my dad left us when me and Nathan were 10. Nathan and I are twins. But anyways my mom and dad always fought and my dad cheated on my mom for almost 2 years with his assistant and he hates us for some reason though we were just disappointments and he smacked me twice actually because one night he was drunk and mad. But then he didn't do it again and then one day he left us one day without saying bye and he was never there either he always worked aka fucking his assistant. Apparently he wants to see us.

I look out at the view angry that my mom even thought to suggest that maybe we should have a relationship with him. Tears start randomly falling from my eyes.

"Thought you'd be up here" I hear the deep familiar voice of Mason I automatically wipe my tears away before he can see anything.

"Dude I said I wanted to be alone" I say turning.

"You seemed like you were mad and sad" he said. So no one actually knows about this spot besides Mason because one time when I was mad I ditched school and he followed and I came here.

"I'm fine" I say not looking at him he sits next to me.

"What's wrong?" He asked I look at him like he's crazy.

"I said I was fine" I remark back chewing on my lip.

"Your red eyes tell other wise, and I know when you're lying" he said. I sigh and roll my eyes.

"It's nothing" I mumble almost a whisper.

"Stop lying Maddie is it that hard to just say?" He asked.

"You should know you keep everything bottled up" I say glancing at him.

"How would you know if I do keep everything bottled up?" He asked.

"Because it's easy to see, you tell Nathan something's but barely any" I said.

"Stop changing the subject why are you acting sad or mad whatever...that is why I came up here" he said almost sounding annoyed.

"My mom" I reply simply.

"Why, what happened with her?" He asked looking at me I can see from the side of my eye.

"Dans back" I say Dan is my dads name if you didn't realize. "He's come to be here I guess, don't know why" I mumble. "Apparently he wants to see us, but I doubt it" I add. He stays silent for a moment.

"Why are you mad at your mom?" He asked.

"She suggested we go see him" I said with a bitter laugh.

"Oh" he mumbled.

"Yeah, its crazy...why would I want to see a guy who cheated on my mom hated me and my brother for no reason" I say holding on tears.

"I'm sorry" he said quietly.

"It's not your fault" I say glancing at him he's looking at me.

"I know, but you shouldn't have to see him just because he apparently wants to see you" he said.

"That's not all, she even had the audacity to say maybe it'd be good to have a relationship with him" I say.

"Actually" he said. I nod and look back at the view.

"I'm like not even sad, I'm just really mad" I say. Tears stinging my eyes. "Does she not get it? Like what the hell why would I want a relationship with that" I say my voice a little shaky.

"You don't have to see him, it is your choice right?" He asked I nodded.

"Well I don't care if it is or not, I won't see him" I say. A tear rolls down my cheek I wipe it quickly.

"You don't have to hide crying from me" he tells me.

"I know, I just don't wanna cry."

"Maybe it's good to cry" he said.

"Not over something so stupid" I mutter. He sighs.

"This isn't stupid, he is your dad that did bad things to you and I get how you feel, because my dad isn't some angel either but it's not stupid" he said. I look at him he's looking directly at me it's kinda hard to keep the gaze cause his is intense.

"What do you mean your dad isn't some angel?" I asked.

"Let's not get into that" he said shutting his eyes for a moment too long. He opens them and he's looking at me.

"Fine" I sigh not really wanting to try to argue into that. We just kinda stare at each other. He has really nice eyes actually. I look at all his features. I see his eyes land on my lips. Before I knew it he was leaning in and his lips land on mine. It was a little shocking but I kiss back it felt really good. His lips on mine soft and it gives me a warm nice spark inside. But I shouldn't be doing this. So I pull away.

"I...I-I'm gonna go" I said getting up.

"Don't you need a ride?" He asked.

"I'm gonna walk, still need time to think" I reply leaving as quick as possible. That was awkward. No way we just did that. As I walk down the side walk I think about it. Oh god. I really shouldn't have done that. Whatever Nathan doesn't have to know and it's not like anyone's will tell him. So it's fine. And plus why did I kiss back I don't even like Mason he's a dick and a cocky player. I shrug. It was the heat of the moment he didn't mean to.

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After I got home I went up to my room and went to bed.

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A/N
Ok so I know you're thinking this is happening quickly but it's not. It's gonna be a while till other things happen. Thanks for reading.

-Jana💋💋