'Round the Way Girl

Back Where I Belong

~ Next Morning ~

I woke up to my annoying alarm at 6:00 sharp. I groaned, turned it off & got out of bed. I really don't want to be bothered today. Before beginning my daily routine, a wave of sadness hit me. I started crying & got back in bed.

I know this is from being so overwhelmed & not letting all of my feelings out when I needed to. This move is very stressful for me. So much has changed within such a small time period.

While letting all of my tears and frustration out, I heard a knock on my door but I ignored it.

"Dessss," I heard Mom speak outside of my door "Are you okay?"

"No, I'm not okay! This is too much, everything is too much. I just want to be alone right now, ma."

"Well okay, just come talk to me when you're ready. I'll call the school & let them know that you're not coming today"

"Okay.."

She slowly walked away from my door & more tears flooded my face.

( A/N: TUH IF MY MAMA WAS LIKE THAT I WOULD NEVER GO TO SCHOOL. I'D FIND AN EXCUSE EVERYDAY BRUH )

I'm tired of all of this. I don't see a purpose of going through any of it. Why me?

I grabbed my phone & called my Dad.

> conversation <

"Hello?" I heard him groan, indicating that I woke him up.

"Wake up its like 8 there"

"I know, Princess. But shouldn't you be getting ready for school?"

"I don't feel well so I'm not going"

"What's wrong?"

"It's a really long story & I don't feel like explaining. But the reason I called is to see if I could move back to Chicago...?"

"Why? You don't like LA?"

"Not at all,"

"Why not?"

"Again, long story."

"How about you give it one more week?"

"Daddyyyyy, I don't wannaaaaaa"

"Don't do that"

"I'm crying .. I wanna come home. I don't wanna stay here."

"Okay brat"

"I'm not a brat"

"Yes you are. I'll talk to your mom & we'll see what she thinks about you coming home"

"Don't you miss me?"

"Of course I miss my Princess"

"Good then of course I'm coming home"

"Whatever, child. Let me go ahead & get this little extra 20/30 minutes of sleep. I'll talk to you later."

"Okay, bye Daddy"

"Bye Dess"

> end of conversation <

YES BRUH ! I'm going back to the Chi where I belong ! Forget LA & everybody here .

Though I'm happy about leaving, I'm still anxious, overwhelmed.

I got a text from Lessey & opened it just to see if she had something smart to say.

~ convo ~

Lessey: Why aren't u coming to schl?

Destiny: Why do you care?

Lessey: I don't know why u have a tude but k

Destiny: K stop texting me

Lessey: OKAY Destiny

Destiny: KKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Lessey: Doin too much

Destiny: idgnf

Lessey: OH

Destiny: Aw

Lessey: k

Destiny: yep

Lessey: Bye lil girl u childish

Destiny: So why are you still texting me? Oh, okay.

~ end of convo ~

IRRA IRRA IRRA ALL IN MY EARRA EARRA EARRA

( A/N See boaaa that's how you know I'm from Chicago. that real ignorant song )

I got comfortable in my bed again & went back to sleep.

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HAAAAAAAAAY y'all ^_^

This chapter is a disappointment. whatever.

I'm mad hungry, b.

Destiny leaving OH SHII

Her & Jordan need to throw them paws BOOOOAAAA.

I want pizza.

K.

Bri & Chris ummm ... o.

Lessey girl bye don't try to come at Des the wrong way or she gon pop off.

its 2 a.m. why am I awake?

bye bye bye bye