You & I~Muke

-Michael-

(edit, this is not a new update- well it technically is) but some of you may have noticed the MASSVE chunks missing from this chapter i most recently published and that was due to my weird editing app! so here's the chapter again with more grammar mistakes because it's late and it's only just been brought to my attention, but like an extra thousand words that legit got cut out! enjoy) sorry for anyone confused aha but it is worth re reading xx

holy cow i'm so sorry for the astonishing amount of time it took me to update! i won't make excuses i've either been busy or in a writing slump and in the past few days when i was meant to, i've been incredibly ill. fun times aha! and this probably isn't the most intersting chapter but i did try! can't believe this book is coming to an end soon! probably a couple more chapters and we'll be done! AHH! I can't even comprehend that!

i'm not sure if any of you have seen, but i have another story currently out too, it's a tradley (tristan evans and bradley simpson from the vamps) fanfic and i'm loving it! i would totally appreciate, even if you don't know the ship, if you gave it a read and left some feedback!xx

nevertheless, enjoy, comment, vote ect! can't wait to hear from all you lovely ducks again xx

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I WANT DEATH.

Please, give me death.

Nervousness tugs at my stomach as I brush my teeth, but I force myself to smile. I meet my own green eyes and make the movement in my lips happen. I need to stay positive other wise we all know I'm not going to get anywhere. At all.

As per.

Two arms snake around my waist and I feel a certain blond put his chin into the crook of my neck. It tickles.

His lips meet just below my jaw. I smile.

After I spit out the frothy tooth paste I turn and peck him on the lips.

"You've got this." He whispers. I nod.

I have, somewhere in me, got this. Very deep down.

"I know. J-just nervous." I smile up at him and whisper. "Please don't let me go for the whole day."

Luke kisses my head and we walk to the kitchen where dad's making some pancakes. He smiles all wide.

"Hey lads." I sit down and I can't say eating is the worst thing that could possibly happen to me today, but I hardly feel it'll fall well with my little butterflies in my belly.

Breakfast was simple, I ate most of my pancakes and we hardly talked because we all didn't want to address the elephant in the room.

School; and more specifically, Ray.

The morning air greets me, pleasantly warm but with a nice breeze that helps my chest ease and lets me breathe for the first time in years. Calum and Ashton are already outside, grinning as we jump into Luke's nice car.

The duo jump in the back while me and Luke sit in the front and start playing some random music loud which kind of drowns out the intense anxiety for a moment. Which is nice.

But we park on the car park and I'm suddenly at school again. The people, they're familiar to me. The white walls and loud students bring the world rushing around me.

"Michael?"

"S-sorry what?" Ash smiles at me.

"Don't worry- I just asked what lesson you have first." He giggles.