Starting Line

Chapter 8

(Best one with Todo I could find >-<)

Deku P.O.V

I'm basically having a mental breakdown. I'M GOING ON A DATE WITH TODOROKI! Oh God. What would happen if Kacchan found out? He'd kill me... no he'd kill Todoroki. I was pacing back and forth in my bedroom. I didn't know what to do! I could just blow off the date; that'd be too mean though. God! Why am I such a nice person?! Or am I just to scared to? No I don't want to hurt his feelings. 

I look over at the clock:5:34. I got to get ready! I throw on a t-shirt and jeans. I then head out. I arrived early. At least that gave me time to calm my mental freaking out.

...

Was this cheating on Kacchan? Oh no! I CAN'T CHEAT ON KACCHAN! I'll just.. go on this date and reject him if he offers another. Will I be able to reject him? What would be my excuse?! Sorry I'm actually in a secret relationship with Kacchan, you know the guy who hates me, and you kinda, but secretly loves me? Wait did he love me? He's never said that-

"Izuku!" I see Todoroki standing in front of me. I must've zoned out.

"You okay?" he asked.

"O-of course!" he looked at me for a second then shrugged it off.

 "Let's go." he said. 

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The movie was great, the experience was weird. I'd thought I'd hate it. I mean I wasn't with Kacchan! But it felt comfortable, it wasn't exactly like being with Kacchan. But at the same time...

I was walking home with Todoroki when we stopped at a park. We sat down on one of the benches. I didn't know what to do! I was beginning to feel guilty.

I was thinking when I felt Todoroki grab my chin. Soon Todoroki's lips were on mine. I didn't know what to do. I should've pushed him away... instead I kissed him back.

Kacchan P.O.V.

I was extremely bored. I went out for a walk. Soon I was in the park. I walked past the trees. I then saw two people kissing. Gross...

I then realized who it was.

Todoroki and my Deku.

 I wanted to yell. Scratch that, scream. Do something to hurt Todoroki. Instead I felt a pain in my chest. I didn't know what was happening. My face felt wet. I felt my cheeks. I was crying. I turned and ran. I had started sobbing as I ran.

I got home. I don't bother with my mother trying to see what's wrong. I grabbed my pillow and hugged it. My nails dug into it so hard the down feathers came out. I couldn't stop crying. Deku betrayed me. I wish we hadn't kept it a secret. Maybe then Todoroki would've backed off. Maybe he wouldn't have been with Deku. It was all my fault...

But I wasn't the one making out with the half and half freak! My sadness soon turned into anger. I ripped apart my pillow. I punched the sides of my bed. Soon I was an angry miserable mess; covered in feathers. 

"Damn it..." 

I then picked up my phone.

Deku P.O.V

So I came out of my haze. I pushed Todoroki off. WHAT WAS I DOING?! I can't kiss another guy! 

"Izuku?" he asked.

"I-I can't!" I yelled. I then got up to leave, but he grabbed my wrist. 

"Why?" he said.

"Because I love someone else." I said almost sadly. 

"Oh," he said trying to mask some sadness, "You'll be mine one day though." I smiled. At least he wasn't angry. I then got up and said goodbye. I don't think he'll ever take me from Kacchan though.

After my date with Todoroki I practically ran home. I felt so guilty. Even though I pushed him away... I hadn't at first. I want to be with Kacchan though. Kacchan is the one I love not Todoroki! I love Kacchan and I know that for sure now. I just got to put this whole ordeal behind me! It felt like I was with a friend on the date! Not like Kacchan.

I sat up in my bed confidently. Soon I'll tell Kacchan I love him. Hopefully he'll also love me. I'm sure he does though. Then I felt a buzzing in my pocket. I pull out my phone...

From Kacchan: We're done Deku