Starting Line

Chapter 25

Kacchan P.O.V.

I spent Sunday the same as Saturday. Miserable. I missed Deku more than anything.

But he didn't trust me. I don't think it's going to be misunderstanding like last time we had broken up . Deku probably feels like a giant weight was lifted off his shoulders. I wondered how long he felt like that... He had been weird the past week.

He probably stopped trusting me a while ago. Most likely when I couldn't protect him and he was kidnapped. He must've stopped trusting me then. And what is a relationship without trust? He must've hated being with me. He claimed that he liked me in the beginning but what if that was just pity?

All that I know is that I miss him. But I'll probably never be with him anymore. 

I spent the rest of the day locked in my room. I only left to get a bit of food and bathroom. When my parents asked why I was cutting myself off I plainly said, "Deku and I broke up."

After that I ran to my room and silently cried into my pillow. Last time we broke up I had felt angry and sad. Now I just felt sad. I wasn't angry at Deku for no trusting me. I was sad. This wasn't like me at all. I guess Deku had changed me. I hate that I suggested the break up. But if he couldn't trust me...

I miss him.

Deku P.O.V. 

I didn't want to go to school. I didn't want to see Kacchan. But I went. And the universe had it against me. I arrived to school the same time as Kacchan. He just gave me a side glance and walked away. Has he already gotten over me?

Of course he did. He was using me right? Right...

I went to class and tried to push Kacchan from my head. 

That was one of the longest days of my life. This break-up felt much more serious then the last one. Last time I just had to explain what had happened. But how could I explain now? I had doubts on our relationship. But almost all the doubts left when we broke up. Now I just want Kacchan back. But he is over me. He'd never take me back after what I said.

That horrible day turned into a week. Which turned into two weeks. Nothing happened between Kacchan and I. Only thing that happened between us broke my shattered heart even more.

He had brought me papers, "Here you go... Midoriya."

He didn't call me Deku. I know it was supposed to be an insult but he doesn't care enough to even use that nickname? 

Soon three weeks had past.

I wasn't even close to over Kacc- Bakugo.

Bakugo.

Kacchan P.O.V.

Three weeks. It had been three weeks. 

I couldn't believe I had been without Deku for three weeks. When he was taken at the time I knew he was mine. When we'd find him he'd come back to me. Now, he doesn't care about me. 

I called him Midoriya. I've been trying to make him think I'm over him... but I'm not. Not one bit. If I had to sell my soul to get Deku back I'd do it in a heartbeat. (Ayyye In a Heartbeat love that short film,,, wait I'm supposed to be making feels not saying random things? Oops.)

But he'd never take me back. If I asked him to take me back... I'd probably get laughed at. Our class knew about our break-up so I'd probably get made fun of. 

He's the one who got rejected by Izuku!

But I so badly wanted for him to take me back. So badly. I want to call Deku mine again. I want the honor of calling him my boyfriend.

I want to call him those things, not Midoriya.