Moving On

Chapter 12

For the past few days I've locked myself in my room. I still can't believe that the principal's ol' Kermit the Frog lookin' ass chose to suspend me. Dumb ugly bastard. He suspended me for one week while the other girls got two weeks, but I don't give a shit. I shouldn't have been punished at all for sticking up for myself! It's not fair, but then again, most things in life are simply not fair.

Speaking... well thinking of that fight, It's all over the damn internet. I already knew it would end up on the internet, but some people's reactions are just fucked up. Saying I must've been on something to have took on and took out five bitches by myself. Shit maybe if I was on something I wouldn't spend most of my time being either pissed the fuck off or sad as fuck. I'm not on a damn thing.

Some people also said shit about me learning to fight so well cause I'm a hood rat bitch and I'm used to fighting. I really am used to fighting, but not physically fighting. I have to fight every single day of my life. Mentally. I have to try and fight off my negative and harsh thoughts and flashbacks. People don't know who the fuck I really am. They just know who they think I am based off of a two minute video.

I feel like that fight being posted on the internet isn't right, but shit it ain't nothin' I can do about it. It ain't nothin' I can do about too much of shit. I'm just a ol' hopeless, helpless bitch I guess I could say. Just pathetic.

As I laid in bed trying to go to sleep, my phone rung. I picked it up and answered without seeing the caller I.D.

"Hello?"

"Kameryn please don't hang up!" Tyree rushed out before continuing. "I am truly sorry for calling you a bitch Kam. That was terribly wrong of me. You are just very strong willed and a bit stubborn. Sorry for saying that. But umm... umm... I've been wanting to apologize to you in person, but you haven't been to school. And I heard about and saw the fight. I hope you're okay. Them bitches got what was coming to them. There I go using bitch again. I'm sorry. I... I just don't want you to be mad at me because I think you are really cool and I like you Kameryn."

I let out a deep sigh. I think it's so funny and so cute when a guy is all nervous and babbling and shit. How can I stay mad at him?

"That's in the past. I forgive you Tyree. Just don't call me a bitch anymore,because if you do, this bitch gon' have to fuck you up in the worst way."

He chuckled. His light chuckle turned into a full laugh... that is until I didn't join him in it.

"Dang you was serious, huh?"

"Serious as a migraine."

"It's a heart attack. The expression is 'serious as a heart attack'."

"Ty we just made up. Do you want me to be mad at you again so soon?"

"No! No. Not at all. I love you too much to have you mad at me."

My eyes shot open and I sat straight up when he mentioned the 'L' word.

"L- l- love?!"

"Yes Kameryn. I love you. You are a cool person and I love you. I may have been fucked up at that party, but that kiss was intentional. I want you to-"

"HUH?! WHAT MA?!" I quickly came up with a distraction. "Sorry Ty. I have to go umm... tend to my... umm plants."

I quickly and repeatedly pressed the red button on my phone then I got up and started pacing around.

I can't believe Tyree just told me he loved me! How can he?! This is just my second week in Cali! He barely knows anything about me. How can he love me? I am NOT gullible. People will tell all kinds of lies in order to get to what they really want.