waiting for the right moment

chapter three

Glitter twist

Someone can change your life so much, and bring happiness into it. Just a step forward can do a turn around. Through the years I had a lot of people around me, a lot of people talking about being strong but never helped me to be. I think I was waiting for this moment, a moment for a new experience in life.

It all started in the late 2016, after a month of school as an eleventh grader. There were fears that I had, I was still suffering and going through medical help. I stopped going to a psychologist because I wasn't getting any better. As to say I was only paying money.

After a month at my school, I got into a tutoring center that I consider it home not just a place to study. My brother dropped me that day, there were a lot of friends that I knew there and one of them was a girl called Savanna that I don't consider close to me but she's okay; I guess. Walking up the stairs I get a glimpse of someone new, a face that I haven't seen before, considering my second year here. Well to start with it, I didn't like him from the first time I saw him. He had ego and pride while sitting beside her. I didn't care much though because I had my own friend beside me. I didn't try to get close to anyone. Those were the October days, time passed and I didn't try to get to know him. I always had this feeling though; I always wanted to know what he thinks about me and how I appeared to him it was my thing I guess.

I was close with one person, a boy my age; Molley; that was only my best friend but I think he didn't consider me so, I knew he had feelings for me but I didn't want to care about it. From the way he treated me and stayed with me until my brother came to pick me up. He cared too much and I appreciated it, just not like the way he thought.

Days passed by... one night he decided to talk openly about how he feels towards me. But NO it ended there I didn't want love and especially on those days. He kept following me, talking to me repeatedly and at all times until I've had enough.