waiting for the right moment

chapter sixteen

2/1/2017

 I woke up feeling so tired. it’s the last day of vacation, I was planning a surprise birthday with my friends for Brooke.

I woke up at 8:00 pm and started studding biology for the test I have. At 12:00 pm I got to the tutoring center I studied until 1:00 pm were I started preparing for the birthday surprise with Aiden because he bought the cake and I bought the balloons and all other stuff.

  Before beginning with the preparations Aiden gave me a bracelet…that was the thing he wanted to give me. I hesitated taking it but then I decided not to over think it and relate it to everything that happened before. It all continued well and we laughed a lot while working and Zoe helping us.

  We did the surprise birthday party and we took photos and all other things. But it was awesome while eating the cake we three me, aiden, and zoe blended perfectly. I was talking to Zoe when suddenly I feel something  shoved inside my mouth I was surprised by what happened, Aiden put cake inside my mouth suddenly but I couldn’t do anything because I wasn’t aware of this and I decided to let it go and enjoy the moment.

  He then went to a football match and I continued my day normally studying for my biology test. After he finished he passed by on his way to home, he was injured from the game, but I didn’t do any reaction. He  came because he missed me.

 

  “Stop looking for your soul mate. Start looking for your soul, mate.”

   My 2017 goal is to change a lot to the better. I want to love myself and take care of myself. This year I’m not going to do mistakes and I’m not letting anyone use me. I’ll treat myself special because I’m worth it. I’m not going to leave myself to find someone else. Never again and never let any boy own me once more.