waiting for the right moment

chapter fifteen

1/1/2017

  I woke up so refreshed and peaceful. I’m finally living my life simply and enjoying it. I’m not doing any mistakes, it is a new year and I want it to be special. I promised to overcome my fears. Especially that I don’t want any of 2016 mistakes to re-happen because I learned from them.

  We went to lunch at grandma’s house and it was good. I’ve been talking so much to my friends now and we all are helping each other. I was a bit scared on New Year’s Eve of sleeping alone but then our maid slept with me I had a five minutes break down on the group with Aiden and Zoe but they both helped me out, Aiden said he wants to give me something tomorrow and I couldn’t wait to see what it is.

  We had a beautiful night and as always, I talked with him and Zoe a lot.

  So I waited for the right moment that wasn’t even there. I was so carried away I didn’t realize I was living something that wasn’t even true. As each day passed, something escaped out of my hand. I remember I had everything under control until I met him, he changed my life a lot and I can’t deny that he changed it for the better. Every day before going to sleep as I close my eyes I picture him. His eyes that glow with bright hazel and his cute little freckles that are scattered on his nose and cheek. His pink cheeks that turn a deep shade of red as he gets angry. I think this is  being in love with a person you know there body language. He has this part of his hair that turns blonde in the sunshine. This is how I go to sleep peacefully.