We sit in absolute silence as they start to doze off. I rest my head on his chest, listening to his steady heartbeat.
I never thought it would be him. Everything seemed so planned out already. But I'm glad the moon goddess made this mistake.
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¥¥¥ Spencer's POV
I'm hanging out with Kacey today. Fun, right?
Not fun.
We've hung out before with just the two of us, but things feel different now. Lately I've been wanting to be closer to her. I don't know what the fuck it is or what the fuck is happening.
My wolf and I have been distant ever since these feelings came about. Maybe he's just as confused as I am. But it's weird. I have a mate. Kacey has a ma-...
That. That feeling right there. Why the fuck did make me so mad to express? Kacey was bound to find one sooner or later. We're not humans. We're werewolves. Once we find our mate, that's over. It's a wrap. No more feelings for anyone else.
Wait, hold up. Why am I even talking about feelings? Who said anything about having feelings for her?
"You did when you kissed her," my wolf finally said.
"What? That was you!"
"Nope. That was all you. You know I disassociate when you all read those stories. She was looking into your eyes."
My eyes...
When she was looking into my eyes, her own eyes held something I had never seen in them.
They were soft. Caring. Curious.
There was just something in me that wanted to take all of that curiosity away.
Why was there something in me that wanted that?
I like to believe I was just caught up in the moment. But I've had to fight the part of my brain that saw the kiss as more than that. I had to fight it even more when Tyler kissed her. I know it wasn't just me who couldn't stand it. My wolf was growling in my head. He couldn't deny his rage.
What could all of this mean?
I got it!
We're just protective of her. She's our best friend and every relationship she's had outside of us has failed her. I don't want to see that happen again, so my subconscious is expressing those 'protective' feelings in strange ways.
