Changing Emotions

part 19

Patten pov*

Okay Logan's returned to the mind palace I need to find Anxiety.  I heard footsteps. "Roman!" Oh nononononono. I started running in the opposite direction. Twisting and turning until I couldn't hear him anymore. Even then I kept running. I guess running from your problems does work. I couldn't stop. I didn't want to. My vision started getting blurry and my face was getting wet so I ran faster. I suddenly crashed into a wall. I fell onto the ground. I stood up wiping my eyes. Scratch that I crashed threw a wall. Into a very dark room. "Patten right." I quickly turned around to see a weird black moving mist. "Yeah," The talking mist is scary. It seemed to be forming though. "Want to know a secret?" the strands of mist turned into hands. I stepped back slowly. "Not really." It suddenly formed to look like Logan. I stopped. "Well dear old Patten. You should go die cause I hate your stupid face! You think I could love you?!" He quickly walked forward pushing me back until I fell back out thru the hole. "Your even more stupid than I thought." He started to reach out for me again, but the wall reappeared enclosing him. That's whats gonna happen isn't it. That's what will happen if I say anything. He'd hate me. That's how he feels already. He's right. I'm an idiot. What did I even think would happen if I talked to Anxiety? I teleported back on my bed. Did I think he would have a magical solution to have me end up with Logan? Yes. I am an idiot. I say that we need to help Logan get rid of his emotions than this. No. Logan will get hurt if he keeps feeling. Or die. And loving a person means you will do anything for them. I can't be selfish like this. I stood up and changed into my normal clothes. I'm going to the library. I need to learn to dull my feelings towards Logan and find a way to get rid of Logan's. I'm done crying.

*Logan pov*

Where is everyone? I've checked all the main quarters. All the main entertainment rooms. Are they playing hide a seek and decided to make me the seeker without telling me again. Patton has done it before. "Okay I give up come out!" I believe that's what you normally say. Nothing. They're in the mind palace right. Cause I believe I made a rule on hiding outside for this game. I sighed and teleported out of the mind palace. "Hey Logan." Thomas said having made it downstairs. Even made some Ramen. Not healthy but not why I'm here. It's his off day. "Can you summon Roman? I think they're playing hide and seek and I can't find him." Steven Universe. Patten loves this show. I think it portrays the real world very inaccurately. Thomas sighed, "Roman." Roman popped up with several branches in his hair. His attire more dirty than I have ever seen it. "Yes Thomas? Wow what did I miss?" I rolled my eyes. Of course he didn't know. Thomas turned up the volume. Roman looked shocked. "Is he tuning us out? I don't get tuned out." We were already back into the mind palace. "I feel very... small. Alright nerd what must we do to return my pedestal." I glared. Everything has to be about him. Well our ego is a little... much. "Help Anxiety. Were also gonna need Patten. He is good with emotions as well. Where is he?"