Until We Die (COMPLETED)

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Cry's pov
I can hear Felix's screams from the room I was chained to the wall in. The same room I was chained in so long ago. The room where nightmares were made. The room I hoped I'd die in so many times. The room of torture and misery. My old bedroom.

"Ryan?" I heard a familiar voice ask. I didn't look up, already knowing who it was and not wanting to face them. I'd left her behind. I could have brought her with us but I couldn't tell the others on time. I couldn't stay conscious long enough to. I was weak.

"Ryan look at me. I know it's you. I heard the rumors," the voice said again sternly. I still didn't look up.

"It's not Ryan anymore. Ryan's dead," I uttered, listening to another scream ring out. Footsteps approached me and my head was raised to face the blonde with faded purple hair.

"Then what is your name?" She asked in her Australian accent. (Does anyone see where this is going?)

"It's Cry. But don't tell anyone else okay," I said meekly. She smiled and nodded.

"Sure thing Cry. Cry... isn't that your old YouTube name? Cryaotic?" She asked sweetly.

"You remembered?" I asked in shock. It's been almost a year since I've seen her. How could she remember so much?

"Of coarse I did Cry. I'm your friend," She said with a smile.

"Thanks Mary," I said, forcing a smile myself as another scream, weaker this time, rang out.

"That boy isn't going to last much longer with the way he's screaming. A friend of yours?" Mary asked.

"Boyfriend actually," I said quietly. The colour from her face seemed to drain and she looked in the direction of the screams.

"Don't let anyone else know that or they'll take extra care of him,," she said. I knew exactly what the 'extra care' truly meant and nodded.

"Yeah, I know. But they won't let him off lightly knowing he's at least a friend of mine," I said sadly. The screams suddenly stopped and it all fell silent. Mary shot up and ran out the door. I knew exactly why as she did it often last time I was here. She isn't meant to be visiting me until after 'treatment'.

Footsteps neared my room and Arin stepped inside with a blood covered knife and... Felix's half conscious body. He dropped Felix on the ground with force and I wanted him collapse on the floor, covered in blood and cuts.

"Since this asshole refuses to tell me his name I want you to tell me Ryan. And every time you don't... well you know what happens," Arin said as he locked the door and walked over to me, holding the blade against me arm.

"Fuck you Arin," I spat. He smirked and pressed the blade against my skin, hit blood leaking down my skin.

"You know that comes later Ryan. But do tell me his name now," He said in a taunting tone. I tensed at all the memories but didn't say a word. I'd rather me being tortured that this guy taunting Felix with his own name.

"Go to hell," I hissed. Arin chuckled and turned to Felix, who was trying to pull himself up against the far wall.

"You two both have the same train of thoughts," He chuckled, turning back to me. "Did you know, he said the same exact thing to me?"

Arin chuckled again before quickly and harshly stabbed the knife into the middle of my arm. I felt it peirce straight through my flesh, just missing the bone. I bit back a scream, only allowing a growl to come out of my mouth. I wasn't giving Arin what he wanted.

"You've grown strong Ryan. It's good you stayed alive for me. But you won't get away from me again," Arin taunted.

"Jump off a bridge," I growled. Arin chuckled before yanking the blade straight out of my arm. I couldn't hold back my scream this time as blood trailed down my arm at an alarming rate.

"FELIX!" Felix yelled out in distress.

"What was that?" Arin asked darkly.

"M-my name is F-Felix. Now please stop," Felix said, blood mixed tears running down his face. Arin scoffed and walked over to him with quick strides. Felix didn't even flinch or try to escape as Arin grabbed his blood covered arm and yanked him to his feet.

"Okay. I'll stop. But only since you said please. I warn you though. Next time, I won't stop until you're out cold," Arin cooed. Felix nodded weakly before Arin dropped him again and stormed out of the room. I could hear him calling for Mary down the hall but didn't care as all my attention turned to Felix.

"Felix. Are you okay?" I called out, dazed from the drastic loss of blood from my arm. Just one deep stab wound and I was bleeding to death. Felix took so many shallow ones though. I didn't know who was bleeding out more, me or him?

"Oh my god Cry. I need to stop your bleeding straight away," Mary stressed as she rushed to my side. Felix managed to climb to his feet and stumble over to us since nothing was chaining him down and he cupped my face with bloodied hands.

"Cry, Can yo-you he-hear m-me?" His voice began to echo. I nodded, unable to say anything. "I-I lo-love yo-you. Do-don't d-die on me now okay."

I nodded but my vision was darkening quickly. Everything went black and Felix's voice became the only thing I could hear as endless darkness in circled me. I tried to stay conscious and managed to open my eyes and see again.

I could see Felix being dragged from the room by one of the other guys, Danny. I remember Danny helped take care of me, along with Mary. He disagreed with Arin's torture but loved Arin too much to leave him. So why was he pulling Felix away from me? I didnt have enough time to think about it as I was drowned in darkness again that I didn't escape from this time.