Until We Die (COMPLETED)

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Tooootally didn't accidentally upload this yesterday. No way.

Felix's pov
I woke up feeling dizzy and numb. I let out a groan and tried to sit up but couldn't move. I forced my eyes open and looked around to find I was in a car. Or a van really.

"How are you feeling?" A feminine voice asked. I looked forward to see Mary in the drivers seat. I let out another groan and rolled off the seat onto the floor. I couldn't feel the impact through the numbness but Mary let out a surprised yelp.

"What the fuck! Why did you do that? Are you okay?" She asked frantically.

"I'm fine. I can't feel shit," I breathed out as feeling returned to my hands. I pushed myself up and took a few deep breaths.

"You scared the shit out of me you know," Mary exclaimed, making me giggle.

"I'm sorry I was put to sleep again," I giggled again.

"Again?" Mary asked curiously.

"Yeah. Cry and Red put me to sleep one time after I had been shot," I chuckled.

"You were shot?!" Mary gasped. I chuckled again and pulled myself onto the seat.

"Yeah. Fucking hurt like hell the bitch," I sighed at the memory, massaging my side.

"I bet it did," she said, returning her full attention to driving. It was silent for a while before she spoke up again. "Danny went back to try and find some survivors after getting us a safe distance from the chaos. I stitched Cry up in the back. He hasn't woken up though. We should be nearing the place you two were picked up soon."

I nodded and looked into the back. The very back seats were still down and Cry lay wrapped in a blanket on the ground. I made sure I had most of the feeling in my body before climbing over the seats to join him. My foot got caught though and I ended up falling onto my chest.

"Are you okay?" Mary asked again.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just fell," I breathed out, sitting up and looking at Cry's unmasked face. He was so peaceful in his unconscious sleep. I ran my hand through his long brown locks and let it rest on his check.

"I love you Cry," I whispered quietly so Mary wouldn't hear. "Please don't leave me. Not now. We've been through so much and come through together so don't you dare die on me now... I can't be alone again. Please. Just wake up."

My words fell out of my mouth just as my tears ran down my face. I leant down and connected my lips to Cry's. His were still warm and alive. It gave me hope but I didn't know how long that would last for.

"How are your wounds Felix?" Mary asked, breaking the silence. I had completely forgotten about them until now. To think I had actually died from blood loss and brought back and I can't even feel them anymore. I cared more for loosing Cry then my own pain.

"Can't feel them," I said quietly but loud enough for her to hear me.

"Thats good I guess. Or you're numb form the blood loss still," she sighed.

"Or I can't feel them because my focus is on something else," I whispered. The car came to a sudden stop and I nearly flew forward.

"Shit!" Mary exclaimed.

"Get out of the car!" A familiar voice shouted. Russ?

"RUSS! IT'S US. IT'S FELIX. GET BACK HERE NOW!" I shouted.

"Felix?" Russ asked. His footsteps approached the back of the car and the boot flung open. Russ gasped at the sight and called people over. Red quickly jumped into the back of the car and ushered my out.

When I refused to leave Scott pulled me out and held me back. I kicked and screamed, wanting to be close to Cry, but I couldn't escape. My arms and legs began to burn and I could feel liquid trailing down my arm but I didn't care.

"Felix stop. You opened your wounds. You're bleeding out," Mary exclaimed.

"I DON'T CARE! I DON'T FUCKING CARE LET ME GO!" I screamed. Russ and Ken tried to calm me down but I refused to.

"Felix you need to calm down before you hurt yourself," Ken said desperately.

"LET ME GO! JUST LET ME GO! LEt me go," I sobbed, my throat becoming sore from screaming so much. I grew weak and stopped struggling, slumping in Scott's arms.

"It's okay Felix. It will be okay," Scott whispered soothingly. I continued to sod as I was lowered to the ground and Scott wrapped his arms around me to try and comfort me. I stared at Cry as Red did a check of him. Mary ran over to help and I couldn't see him anymore.

"He promised not to leave me," I sobbed out. "But he's going to. He's going to leave me and all I can do is watch."

"Shhh, it's okay Felix. We will do all we can to make sure he doesn't leave okay. He's not going to leave," Scott reassured but I didn't believe him. I wanted to but deep down inside me something told me that Cry wouldn't wake up. That he'd pushed himself too far in order to save me and now he can't go any further.

"It's my fault he's going to leave. He tried to save me and I got him stabbed. I could have done more. I could have saved him but I was too clumsy," I said numbly.

"It's to not your fault Felix. Cry wanted to protect you. The best you can do for him right now is stay strong," Scott tried to assure me. Why is he only now being nice to me? What made him want to be nice to me now? Why couldn't he have been nice to me before?

"Why are you being nice to me?" I asked.

"Because now I know how far Cry would go to save you and I didn't know how much you truly cared for him. Now I do. I thought you were just using Cry but now I know... you love him."

Wow. Took you long enough Scott.