I Don't Know What To Call This. Someone Help.

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It's not ice,

It's not blue,

Nor is it red.

It's gotten to a point

Where the lonliness doesn't matter,

Where the numbness doesn't matter,

Where nothing really matters.

It's like a hollow robot

Walking around in an endless desserted street

With no company

But the crying clouds

Making it tire as it rusts.

It's like a ghost

Missing it's home

Missing the comfort it never got

Or missing the voices that never pleaded.

It's not a phase.

It's not a choice.

It's not a daze.

Once one becomes as hollow as a carved pumkin

There is no hope

But the want to exit

A world that they never felt part of.

Sure, there are the few things

That offer to be a great ledge to hold

But

...

When one has never been able to find someone

An emptyness violently takes reign,

A hate takes it's name as head president,

And all care is expeled from it's home.

Then no one knows what to do.

Everything is meaningless

Even though they know that one person.

However, that one person may not realize it-

Realize that they light the other's life-

And the next thing they know

Is that the damaged is no more but a

Vapor of life within a world of 7 billion.

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