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I hate when nothing can pour from me.

I hate when I just stare-

At a blank screen or paper

Or the world,

It's all the same.

Nothing would come to my mind

When everything is jammed

to one line

That grows every single time.

The wounds are growing

Inside out

And no one is here to put a band aid

Because,

It's simple and life's first lesson,

No one cares.

The wind pushes us

We are just the frail leaves in its path.

Such anger,

Such sadness,

Such fear,

Such emotions

Botteled into a shell.

The cracks.

Oh,

The cracks.

They just grow and grow

Through length and width.

They are screaming

To get fixed?

To get control?

So many questions

But

None are given the key to

The gate

Which doesn't have control

But

It's always shut

Because

No one wants to hear from it.

No one dares understand it.

Then there is the wait.

The promising prosperity of proper purity.

Who can be innocent when they've grasped the truth?

Who can then be /happy/ when the bombs have muted the colors?

Supposedly, if we wait,

The time will come

When all this

Is gone.

Albeit, so many doubt it cause

This endless,

Lonely,

Broken road

Has been dominated by all types of calamities.

Come to me again.

Saying, "it's okay".

These words are nulled

By reality and one's mind.

If only it were as simplistic as those words.

I bet we'd all be living in such oppulance

Of mind, spirit, and body.

For now,

The mind is the hurricane five that we face

And someone bring the tranquilzers

Because this tiger will

never be safe.

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