There's Light In All Darkness ~ Kydon

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(Kyle dominant, Jeydon submissive.)

Jeydon's POV

It's been a long year ever since Kyle and I lost our first child. Everyone has been really supportive and helpful. They've also been very wary about mentioning children. They're probably afraid I'll break down again.

For instance, about a month after we lost Emma, Jordan came over and visited! He asked how we were doing and how we were coping with losing her. I couldn't hold back and cried. Jordan felt really, really bad since he's never made anyone cry (out of sadness) before.

But, there's a light in all of that darkness. I haven't told anyone yet, but I'm pregnant again. I may or may not have "accidentally" forgotten to take the pill. Hey, you've just gotta say fuck it and make the best of it.

I'm a little nervous about telling Kyle. How will he react? Will he be nervous and unsure if we should go through this again, fearing we'll just have more heart break at the end of it all? I mean, all of that is understandable, right?

I let out a long sigh; I really should tell him today. I can't put it off till I'm already showing. He'll notice if I gain the smallest bit of weight since I'm so thin. Plus, if I don't ever tell him and he mentions it then, I'll probably start crying. Hormones are such a fucking pest.

That does it, he has to know today. I'm going to be straightforward. Nothing cute, sweet, or leading up to it. Just straightforwardness. If I can manage that....

*An Hour Later*

"Kyle!"

"Whaaaaaat?" He replies.

"I need to tell you something!"

"Can't it wait?"

Looks like I'll have to bring out plan B. "Kyle, I have a serious, new disease that doesn't even have name!"

I hear a crash and running through the apartment. "Don't disturb everyone by running," I tell Kyle as he gets closer to me. "What's the disease do?" He asks, ignoring my first comment.

"1, I don't have a serious, unknown disease. 2, you're going to be a Dad," I reply.

"That's gre— Wait, what the fuck?" He asks. "Remember the night we got the noise complaint?" I ask.

"Yeah."

"Well, for two days before that, I "accidentally " forgot to take the pill."

"But Jeydon, what if what happened before, happens again?" Kyle asks worriedly. "I asked the doctor about that. He said it's uncommon for the next baby to miscarriage or be a stillborn. This pregnancy should be perfectly normal," I explain to him. Although, he still has that adorable, worried look on his face.

"Okay, but just in case: from this day on, you cannot do anything," Kyle says. "Kyle," I whine, "I can live a somewhat normal life till about four months I think. Please don't restrict me from everything!"

"But last ti—" "Last time I was really stressed and worries. This time, I'm calm. I know what happens for at least 27 weeks. The next few can't be that different," I assure him, "this could turn out to be great."

"Should we tell anyone?" Kyle asks. "A few close friends," I reply, "and family, I guess. But, no fans can know till the baby is born. Then, they can't stress me out with hate comments, questions, etc."

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