Maybe I am insane (dan howell x reader)

Chapter 6. This feeling

"I don't live in darkness, darkness lives in me."
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The hallway was still completely silent as me and tom continued to walk back to my cell, I felt a bit of guilt pass through me, I wanted to ask Tom if he knew where Phil was yet my time was up and I couldn't leave my cell anymore.

"Hey uh Tom..." I started to say avoiding eye contact with him and staring down at my hands, as they were folded onto each other.

He raised an eye brow looking over at me, "yeah...?" He hummed.

I sighed, "do you know who Phil is?" I asked.

His eyes widened, they were slightly shocked, 
"You mean Phil Lester? He's um, well he's not here anymore..." he mumbled yet clear enough for me to understand.

I felt my heart drop as I uncontrollably asked, "wait he's- dead?"

"What? no! he um, well the doctors checked in on him and when they did, he was acting different, less childish and more adult like, so legally he was allowed to leave, and he did." He explained as we walked to the cell and he pulled the keys out of his pockets opening the cell door up.

I gave a sigh of relief knowing Phil was at  least alive, I can't believe he got out of this place. I was happy yet upset at the same time, I mean it's was great that he was able to leave but I miss him, maybe this is why Dan is so upset about it.

"So he's never coming back is he?" I questioned.

"Well....he visited this place a couple weeks ago, to talk to Dan, yet Dan refused to speak to him which no one was really positive on why." Tom spoke as he closed the cell, after me walking in.

"I'll come and check on you in a bit, but you should get some rest..." he smiled as he left.

I laid my body down on the rock hard bed, I was overthinking and tears started falling uncontrollably, yet I seemed emotionless, there was no facial expression, no actual emotion, just tears falling down my cheeks and onto the floor.

"Am I interrupting something?" I heard someone say making me jump up in shock, as I was startled to see Dan outside my cell.

I quickly wiped the tears off my face and walked over to him, "how the hell did you get out of your cell?!" I whispered yet in a loud manner.

He smirked and held up the pair of keys that Tom had, "of course.." I mumbled in irritation.

Without saying anything he unlocked the cell door and opened it, a smirk plastered on his face as he held his hand out, "wanna leave this hell hole for a bit?"

I put a hand on my arm feeling a bit of anxiety run through me, if we got caught we would both be screwed.

"I think I'm just gonna stay here, psycho." I said sarcastically as I started to walk back over to to my bed but was stopped as I felt his hand grab mine and turned me to him, "come on..." he begged pulling me slightly.

I sighed, "fine, let's go."

It's not as if we were really going anywhere, I mean the only places we could go with those keys were through the hallway.