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"are you sure you have everything you need?"

"yes, mom, i'm sure that i have everything that i'm going to need. everything i need is packed in my suitcases."

"okay," she says, "i'm just going to miss you a hell of a lot."

"i know and i'll miss you just as much."

i didn't expect the summer to go by so fast, but it did give me a view on life; especially mine and what i really want to do. i got mad inspired to just take a year, or maybe two, off of college — yeah, i know, 'that's a huge fucking step that you shouldn't have done,' but i could care less — and go back to england with jess. during my time over there, no matter how long it is, i plan on visiting the places i'm missing out on and the scenes i want to see.

you might be thinking, 'what about everyone you're leaving behind?' well, they haven't been this excited for me since i got mikey's follow on twitter — and of course being noticed after tweeting about fanfictions — and i'm thankful for family like them.

you also might be thinking, 'wait, what about calum? you guys are dating, what's going to happen?' calum's very supportive of me and my choices so nothing's going to happen to us. he told me that every chance he gets, he's coming to visit me, and the rest of the boys agreed as well. they promised they'd make tour dates for england as long as i promised to love every inch of their album — which i already know, and of course they do as well, that that won't be hard to do since i'm a hardcore fan.

"don't forget to call everyday," my mom says with a nod from literally everyone of my friends. "we will be waiting for it."

"i won't forget to call, i'll be safe, i won't forget you guys, and i love you guys."

they all make a squeal noise as they give me a group hug, yet i like to call it a 'suffocate hana hug.'

they let go of me and jess and i wave to them one last time before boarding the plane for london. we find our seats fairly easy before the plane takes off and we're thousands of feet in the air. we fall asleep, only for me to be awaken by the plane bumping as we enter a thunderstorm.

"please, Lord, don't let this be the last plane i ever ride," i quietly pray aloud before the storm takes its attitude down a bit. "thank you."

i stay away for maybe another hour before falling back asleep and waking up right before we land. i buckle the seatbelt and tighten the grip on the arm rests as we start to go down.

"no matter how many planes i travel on," jess says, "taking off and landing will always get to me."

i agree with her before it takes another few minutes for us to get off the plane and find our suitcases; maybe thirty minutes, fifty at the max. we find her mom standing in, legit, the middle of the airport with a sign — that would only happen in movies, books, and fanfictions — that said 'welcome home hana and jessalyn! we've missed the fuck out of you!'

"it's always nice to be back home," jess grins as she runs towards her mom, and i hurrying after her with a smile.

so yeaaaah it's still June but it's like the end of July in this. love you guysssss. xoxo. 6/26/17