book about my insanity

how does one even title

I think it's really funny how most of the Newsies fandom are like 15 years or older, and then there's me: a ripe teenager who isn't even turning fourteen until July 30.

I feel like a dweeb and a child because I joined the fandom really late. Oh welllll

Also, you'd think most people who love musicals/Broadway would be interested in doing musical theatre, but I have several counterarguments.

1. I'm way too shy to do theatre.
2. I can't sing.
3. I can't dance.
4. I can't act.

But I'd do it in a heartbeat if I could sing, dance, act, and had really high self-esteem.

But aye I'm a baby child who most people say acts twice my age.