book about my insanity

long time no update ;))

hello everyone

it's been quite a while

so i'll start this off with an announcement in case some of you didn't see it on my conversation board

all of my stories are on hold. not because i don't want to update them anymore, but because i genuinely just can't bring myself to do it. i want to write and update more, but i seriously just can't even bring myself to look at the stories.

also, you may have noticed that the cover to this story has been changed. the old cover was a photo taken way back in 2016, so it needed some updating. the new one was taken yesterday as of the day i'm posting this ;)) it's not the best selfie because my selfie game has gone far downhill but hey i tried

anyways who wants to hear about boarding school?

probably no one but skfjakc oh well

boarding school is great

i just have so much homework because the teachers assume since we live in a dorm, we always have free time. sos. please help.

the cafeteria food is much better than regular high school (thank god) but the only food i've gotten that i physically couldn't bring myself to eat was the lo mein. sad to say that it was horrible.

i walk off a lot with my friends. i've walked off so much that the people at starbucks know my name and my order. i should be ashamed but i'm not.

i constantly buy sushi from winn dixie

i'm cursed every time i go on a walmart run

the first time i went on a walmart run by myself, two of my bags broke with those cold starbucks drinks so i shoved a bunch of glass bottles into one plastic bag and hoped for the best.

the second time i brought a big bag to carry all my small bags in. i went to lift it up as i was done shopping and the handles ripped off so i had to take half the bags out, carry those, and then carry my damaged bag.

if that tells you anything it should be that i'm not ready to become an adult yet.

i've recently gotten into kpop even more

stan clc

i walked off to the main part of the city today and we ended up getting trapped under a covered fountain because of the rain

i have one B and that's in this philosophy class about plato and aristotle and i hate it

i have my halloween costume ready ;)) it's one of those inflatable dinosaur costumes

my school has a thing called geekfest this friday that lasts from ten pm to four am and me and my friends were wanting to go as characters from shrek but instead decided to be the emotions from inside out (i'm anger)

i have a 99 in french ;))

but i'm not that great at french (je ne parle pas le français)

but i can say i want to die in french (je veux mourir)

study hall sucks because i'm missing a crepe-making party for french club on tuesday :((

i'm being forced to act in theatre and the only reason i'm in that class is because it's a prerequisite for theatre production and aLL I WANT IS TO DO THE TECHNICAL STUFF NOT ACT PLEASE SAVE ME

i had to do improv and i was horrible

also the theatre teacher told me to speak louder when i was legit yelling but then the people who went after us were whispering during their performance and she said their volume was okay and i??? don't??? know??? how??? to??? feel???

97% sure she hates me

i need to do laundry but i haven't yet

i'm running on ramen, coffee, and five hours of sleep. does this make me a college student yet??

my school is for real having a live-action fortnite battle this weekend

there was a rat in the girls' dorm and someone made an instagram account for it.

apparently the rat has a s/o and is getting much further romantically than i am

i procrastinated my homework by playing cards against humanity with my friends all weekend

i don't know how to put sheets on a bed and my sheets keep coming off. this is fine.

i've been wearing the same outfits repeatedly because i don't have much clothes

i leave my dorm with four minutes to make it to my building every morning

our school can't afford janitors so they force us to clean the school for them. i clean the third floor girls dorm lobby. one of my friends has to clean the gym. my job is better because i just wipe tables with clorox wipes and clean the sink.

i have a quiz in that philosophy class wednesday and i'm probably just going to wing it. pray for me.

it's so hot outside and my room is an icebox.

also my room will permanently be an icebox because we cannot open the control panel for the air unit.

i love when my roommate goes home for the weekend because it means i get the room to myself and i can watch netflix until two am without headphones.

we got three bathroom strikes so my entire side of the floor had to clean our bathroom for forty minutes. i scrubbed a toilet the entire time because i didn't want to do anything else. due to my efforts, i cleaned the toilet a total of four times.

i watched sharknado for the first time with my friend and a junior on my floor.

#EinsteinIsTheSuperiorHall

i've joined 0 clubs

if anyone wants to do my philosophy homework hmu

my room is so disorganized and idk what to do

my favorite shoes are breaking :((

the wifi and service here sucks but oh well

i had eel for the first time

i mopped for the first time

it's rained so much wifjakfjsl

i don't get to go home until november 1 and i miss my cats so much

i just want to sleep for a whole month

life is rough

wow i wrote a lot of stuff but hey that's it for now

kudos to those of you who read that entire thing. you're the best and i love you.