𝑺𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓-𝒊𝒏-𝑳𝒂𝒘

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natsu dragneel

yes! i get to escape lisanna.

why?

i met lisanna in fifth grade and she grew into a good-looking and smart high school girl.

but her sweet and caring personality was gone.

before she rocked blue long-sleeved shirt and denim pants but now, she changed. she wore skimpy shorts and crop tops that are probably for eight year olds.

she confessed to me in freshman year, and i said yes. thinking, she was still the lisanna i fell in love with.

but i was wrong.

i dated her for three years now, out of fear that she will share that secret i can't tell anyone. even my mom.

i was seen by her when i went to a club nearby. if this reaches my mom or any of the school authorities, i will get kicked out of this school, which i don't want to happen.

she got really clingy and when i talk to another girl, let's say, a fellow classmate, she'll shoot daggers at her.

i learned to pretend that i loved her, but in reality, i don't. and i will not in a gazillion years. that's infinite in short ;).

i told her i was sad that i get to tour that new girl, but i'm actually feeling the opposite.

i guess the girl heard me as she walked up to me and told me it was fine that i don't want to tour her.

ouch.

somehow, i got really guilty and chased her, as i saw her speed walking away from me.

"wait! new student!"

she turned and i saw tears in her eyes.

my heart softened and i forgot what i was going to say.

"i-i'm-"

"it's fine. just- leave me alone. bye."

: hi!
i just tried to update and i'm so sorry it's short. i am REALLY stressed with school. i thought high school would be similar to elementary but i was wrong.

i'll try to keep on updating but for now, i'll be on hiatus. probably will update middle of next month.

thanks for the support and love,

-mae