I tossed and turned unable to sleep because I had felt like I came at Quan way too hard. I didn't know for a fact that it was a female on the phone but why else would he leave away from me to speak on the phone? And not only is it that he walked away but he lied.
We may have been apart for four years but I knew him like the back of my hand and I knew when he was lying. Tonight, he was lying. All he had to do was be honest with me like I was with him and that was it.
When Sin had text me I could have easily responded and went to his place but I didn't. I was working on things with Quan and Sin was now a thing of the past because I refused to let someone come between us.
Fed up with not being able to sleep I got up and slid my feet into my Nike slides before grabbing my car keys. I just needed to talk to Quan to apologize to him for my outburst. I drove the short drive to his place and his upstairs lights were on.
I called his phone and he sent it straight to voicemail. I called a few more times while I knocked on the door. My attempts at getting him were ignored.
Tired of doing this I took a break and walked down to the corner store where I bought an iced tea and a bag of hot popcorn. I sat on the hood of his car and tried calling him some more. On the last call, his bedroom light shut off letting me know that he was blatantly ignoring me.
I had something for his ass though. I had to pull out the ratchet side of me and Quan hated ratchet.
I went to my car and found Juju's Baby Alive doll and went back on front of his house. His neighbors were about to get a show in t-minus 10 seconds.
"Quan!!" I screamed. "I am so tired of begging you and begging you to be in our baby's life! You didn't even come to the hospital when I gave birth to little Shaqueela Alize. Why? Why didn't you come?" I was holding the baby doll to my chest. "You had no damn problem cumming in me though! All I want is for you to step up and be a father to our baby and to love her the way DJ Khaled loves Asahd. Is that hard?"
I had started the fake tears and by then I knew I had him. His room light turned on and I knew that he was soon to be at his front door.
"Get the fuck in here." He hissed when his door opened. I smirked and walked up the steps before waving at the few of his neighbors who had come outside to see all the commotion.
"Here, get your daughter." I passed him the doll.
"You dead ass?"
"Yeah. Where that bitch at?" I asked him just to be even more petty. I began looking behind the curtains for more dramatics.
"Siani, you can't do shit like that." He sighed sitting down on the couch.
"I know and I'm sorry but I needed to talk to you." I said while sitting beside him. "I couldn't sleep because I wanted to apologize."
"Then apologize."
"I'm sorry for blowing up on you but I am not sorry for accusing you. The reason being is that you were lying and you think I don't know that. Whoever this girl is I hope you let her know that I got the hands and I will lay them on her if she thinks that she will take you away from me."
"Oh my gosh." He groaned.
"Ja'Quan, you really think that I'm playing. I will kill you and then kill myself just to make sure you not talking to any other bitches in the afterlife."
He just stared at me before he began laughing. It wasn't funny and I was being oh so serious.
"You are fucking crazy."
