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My feelings were hurt that Quan had pretty much turned me down and I was trying to rack through my brain to figure out why. I needed to talk to somebody and the only somebody that I knew I could talk to was Shy.

It was pretty late but I was sure that she was awake.

"Hey Si, what's going on?" Chris answered her phone.

"Oh, nothing. Is Shy close by?"

"She's sleeping but you sound upset, what's wrong best friend?" He asked.

"Nothing." I kept it short. "When she wakes up in the morning tell her to call me please."

"You sure?"

"Yeah, good night Chris." I hung up and just lay down to stare at my ceiling.

What was so wrong with me that he couldn't be with me in an intimate way? It had been damn near two months and I didn't understand. I dropped my extra baggage for him so what was the damn problem?

He was the one who initiated the shit and stops over a condom. I understood the precaution but what was the big deal when we had hardly ever used them in the previous days.

I heard knocking at my door and had all the mind to ignore it but something told me to get up. When I opened the door, Quan entered and pushed me back before closing the door and locking it.

"Listen Quan I underst-"

"Shh." He cut me off before picking me up and leading the way to my bedroom.

Clothes began coming off and in seconds I was on my back with him buried deep in between my legs.

"Quan." I gasped as he stroked in and out, raining kisses all over my neck. "Not so- not so hard."

Moans streamed from my mouth as he slowed down taking the time to intertwine our hands. We remained in that position as he filled me up while looking me dead in my eyes. A feeling that I had never felt surged through my body.

My body felt completely different than it had ever had and at this point I knew that I was experiencing something new and improved. He was taking his time with me and I was loving every single second of it.

He lifted my left leg up leaving my right wrapped around his waist as he trailed his wet tongue around my calf and placed gentle kisses along it.

"Fuucckk." I groaned. "I.. I'm about to cum." My body began shaking as if I was in the center of an earthquake.

He followed right after. As he lay on top of me we kept eye contact and that strange feeling went through my body again.

"I love you." He mumbled.

"I love you too." I replied while rubbing all over his head.

He went to move and I didn't want him to move so I tightened my grip on his body. "Stay."

"You don't want to shower?"

"I said stay. Damn, let me feel your body against mine for a little longer."

"But I'm still inside of you."

I tightened my walls around him. "So?"

"You're a trip." he chuckled. "I can just sleep in it if that's what you want?"

"No I just really want another go because round one wasn't enough."

"We are both thinking the same thing."

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I woke up to Quan still sleeping so I slipped out of bed to do my morning hygiene and shower before cooking breakfast. He definitely deserved a good ass meal after last night.

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