In Your Eyes ↦ Lauren/You

Chapter 27

[A/N: Double update bc... why not?]

Lauren's POV

After I watched the movie with Dr. Y/NN, I went straight to a bar and decided to have a drink or two. I don't know what's happening to me but I do feel like her and my Y/N are the same. They have the same voice, their heartbeat... My mind drifted back to what happened in the elevator earlier. When I rest my ear on her chest, when I closed my eyes to listen to her heartbeating, all the memories of Y/N and I started flashing back in my head. Dr. Y/NN's heartbeat... It is so similar to Y/N because I heard it before, when Y/N save me from falling off of the bike. When I landed on top of her. Could it be?

I take another shot of vodka and told the bartender to give me some more. If she's my Y/N then why is she not telling me? I'm not mad at her, if she's scared that I will leave her because I can finally see, that's where she is wrong. Or if she's scared to tell me that she was my first love, my first girlfriend... The girl who I've been trying to look and waited for twelve years. I'm upset at her. Upset that she will leave me without telling me where the hell they are going. Upset that she didn't even wrote a letter to tell me that she will be gone for a long time. Upset that she doesn't even miss me because I fucking miss her every single day, I miss her family.

"Rescue worker, Leader Lauren Michelle Jauregui." I rolled my eyes when I heard my bestfriend's voice.

"Detective slash police officer, Lucia Vives." I look back at her and saw her still wearing her police uniform. I pat the empty seat next to me. "It's good to see you again." I slurred out.

"Well I got your text and I'm guessing that this has nothing to do with your angel slash fiancé doctor, am I right?" I nod my head and take another shot. I slide Lucy a shot glass with a vodka in it. She poured it in her mouth and grimace. "You got involve in breaking the bastard's bones months ago, the one you slammed on the ground. The car accident and the saving the baby from the explosion the other day. Tell me, what's bothering you today?"

I sighed and trace the tip of my shot glass with my middle finger. "Doppleganger?" I wasn't even sure.

"What?" Lucy eyed me weirdly but I just shrug my shoulders.

"They say that there are several people that are similar." I motioned for the bartender to give me five more shots of vodka and he gave me a thumbs up.

"That's right," My bestfriend said.

"When you resemble someone, is it just the looks that are similar? Or could the voice and the mannerisms could be the same too?"

"I'm not sure," Lucy said. "Even though I saw Perrie Edwards and Katy Perry everyday... I'll still be confused. Everyone in the station are going crazy because they are saying that the two looks very much alike even though they are not blood related. And since I don't talk to them that much, I don't know about the mannerisms. But if you look just the same, could your voice be the same too?" She taps her chin trying to think of an answer. "Wait, wait. Why are you suddenly talking about look alikes and doppleganger and shit?"

"Lucy, have you ever..." Should I tell her? Should I tell her about Dr. Y/NN and Y/N... But I bet she will just think that I'm crazy. "Nevermind." I laughed lightly and I saw the bartender place my order in front of me and I take one shot then handed the other to Lucy.

"Being the same person is just that- I don't know, I feel like- I feel like they are the same person but I don't know how to confirm it."

"What the fuck are you saying? Is this some kind of riddle under the moon or something?" She asks and look up at the sky. The roof of the bar is crystal clear. They only place a glass and I can see the moon illuminating above the dark sky. "Or is this you changing your drunken habits?"