Break me free

chapter twenty four

Anna’s POV

The next 3 weeks passed ridiculously slowly, like dragged on so badly I could watch every minute pass by on the clock. I hadn’t spoken to harry or the other boys, I had received countless missed calls, voicemails messages and even letters through the post off the boys, well all the boys expect harry of course. He really had moved on from me, good and proper. I figured that was it for us, I didn’t want it to be of course but there was nothing I could do about the matter.

Like I said It had been 3 weeks since I fled that hospital as fast as I could, three weeks since I had spoken to anybody and 3 weeks since I had left my house. Countless memories of that day would randomly pop into my head bringing back past memories that I wanted to remove from my head, but no I couldn’t.

I escaped the white winding corridors and the pristine plain concrete walls, escaping the feeling of claustrophobia as I was wedged between walls, my shoes squeaked under the cold tiles as I ran, ran like lightening as fast as I could. The draught wafting through my hair and past my flushed face cooling me down a little as I fled the area. Not daring to look back in case he might be there I kept my head faced forward running. I knew I had no idea where I was going to go but I just wanted out. I had ran the whole way home collapsing as I got in, but being too afraid to relax I had ran around locking every door and window that could lead to the outside world, shutting all the curtains blocking out all the light I could finally sit down and think about everything that was wrong with my life. A lot. I sat in front of the TV a cup of tea in my hand staring at the screen, but not watching it. I cried myself to sleep that night, well I wouldn’t say sleep. I hadn’t slept a wink but I guess I cried and loads I could have literally cried myself a river.

I’ve been in the same position since, sat in front of the TV the dreadful sound coming from it echoing around the room making my head spin. I still sat with the same cup of tea in my hand gone cold and disgusting but I still couldn’t move from my spot on the sofa. I hadn’t even moved to wash, I know that sounds trampy but I couldn’t pluck up the courage to move and perhaps be faced with a window or some sort of light. There was a mirror on the wall so I could faintly see my reflection in the clean glass. To say I looked awful would be a serious understatement I looked horrific. My skin was pale and drawn back. My eyes were sunken and big black circles surrounded them. I looked like a dead vampire if that’s even possible, I even noticed the blue ness in my eyes had been withdrawn they no longer held their sparkly stance but now just consisted of a dull boring blue colour that was almost grey. Great.

I feel shit.

I look shit.

Life’s shit.

My ring tone started blaring out into the room making me jump a mile, hesitating before picking it up I sighed.

ID boo bear calling. Flashed up on the bright screen pressing decline I let it hang up placing it face down next to me on the sofa. It went straight to answer machine I let it run through wondering what he might have to say. Listening intently the sound of Louis’ angelic voice droned my ears making my mouth curve up at the sides into a small smile.

‘’Anna, angel I know your listening babe, you have no idea how much I miss you, this is not something from harry it’s from me. To be honest chick I haven’t spoken to harry, he’s locked himself in his room refusing to come out, I don’t worry about him, and he can look after himself. It’s you I’m worried about you’re in danger Anna, me and Liam found a threatening letter of Harry’s and we need to know you’re okay and that your well and safe please Anna ring me. I love you.’’ His voice cut off leaving me not with a smile anymore but a confused frown.

I was in danger?

He had found a letter?

Shrugging it off I plucked up a big spout of courage. Picking up the phone I dialled his number. One ring and he picked up.