Hidden Feelings

•Chapter 16•

AMELIAS POV
I heard Owens alarm go off. I felt him get up off the bed. I went to grab for him and I felt his hand grab mine.
"Dude you gotta learn to get up quieter," I complained.
"Sorry honey," he said and kissed my head.
"Can you set my alarm for seven?" I said pointing at the alarm clock.
"Yes," he said.
"Okay have a good day at work I'm going back to bed," I said and rolled over, "and I love you."
"I love you too, have a good day as well," he kissed my cheek and got ready for work and eventually left.
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I woke up with a massive headache. I got up and walked into the kitchen. I made a cup of coffee and breakfast. I was really tired and I didn't feel good.
"Hey Amy are you okay?" Derek asked.
"I don't feel good," I said.
"Want me to call Owen?" He asked.
"No I'll be fine," I said.
"Amy you look terrible and you probably feel terrible too you're not going to work," he said.
"Ugh you're right," I said.
"Are you pregnant?" he asked.
"No im not," I said.
"Did you take a test?" He asked.
"Derek I would know if I was pregnant," I said.
"Okay okay," he said. I grabbed a blanket and sat on the couch. I watched TV for a while. My headache got really bad that I couldn't even concentrate. I picked up my phone and called Owen.
"Owen please come home I'm sick and I want you here," I said into the phone.
"Okay I'll take the day off," he said.
"No don't do that just come home for a bit," I said.
"I'll be there," he said. Twenty minutes later Owen opened the front door and he came to sit down next to me. I put my head in his lap and he kissed my cheek.
"What's wrong?" He said.
"My head hurts so much," I cried.
"Okay don't cry," he said softly. He cuddled me and I laid my head on his chest.
"Amelia don't get mad at me for asking," he started.
"I'm not pregnant," I said, "I can't be pregnant, I-I don't want to be-I mean I'm sorry." I cried softly and looked at him.
"I want kids, with you of course I can't go through loosing another kid tho," I said.
"Okay, I understand, but do you want to take a test?" He asked. I nodded and stood up. I instantly felt dizzy and grabbed Owen's arm.
"Hey, hey what's wrong," he said.
"Dizzy," I said. He held my waist and I put my hands on his shoulders. I walked to the bathroom with him and found the test.
"Okay but get out," I said pushing him out of the bathroom.
"Okay," he laughed. I peed on the stick and stood there and stared at the test. Owen knocked on the door. The test went to negative and I opened the door. I stood frozen and he looked at me.
"Negative," I said. I was a little disappointed but kinda relieved. I hated myself for thinking it, but I was relieved I wasn't pregnant. I hate myself right now for it, and Owen looked a little heartbroken, but I'm relieved.
"It's okay we weren't trying," he said in my ear.
"Yeah," I said. I grabbed his hand and he kissed my shoulder.